waiting for the plumber to fix what’s leaking

i write this
from a place
of sadness
but i mourn 
and move on
looking back is just a reminder
of something that 
just didn’t 
care enough about me

this is exactly
the things that i think are good
turn out

and this whole stupid thing
is not for me



Why You Should Always Have Sex On A First Date | Elite Daily

i found this article interesting and i agree for the most part.

Why You Should Always Have Sex On A First Date | Elite Daily.

post it note

if you spend your time trying to figure out what’s “best” for you, your choices will be cautions, your decisions will take forever, and your journey will be launched on a sea of expectations.
 if you are not careful, you will drown in your expectations


just a thought

over thinking
seems to be
a defense mechanism
a way to avoid
my own feelings
or truth

sometimes we live in our heads
to avoid what we feel in our heart
cause what we feel in our heart might be too real
and it scares the shit out of us.


i like things that scare the shit out of me.
it reminds me that i’m still alive




there are night…

there are nights when the wolves are silent and only the moon howls.

George Carlin

playground love

love right now145dbaf01a77a2d4ef022759ac33cdf223f432e5_myesterday is gone
and tomorrow doesn’t exist
right now is all we actually have

Tell me what i’m supposed to do,
With all these left over feelings of love;
‘Cause i like to fall into
the i don’t know
when i do
i can feel you
And tell me love how i’m supposed to feel,
When all this magic becomes too real;
cause i tend to go
to the i don’t know
when i do
i know exactly what i feel for you
And I know that you see the places inside me that I find in you,
And with you i know how to separate the old hurt from the heart;
i don’t care if we move too fast
cause i want to jump inwhile the feeling is alive
tomorrow can’t be promised
and yesterday is already gone
so right now is all that matters
and right now
all i want
is to be with  you

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