I still love you

I wish I could go back
5 years
My heart hurts
Now I feel everything
I tried to cover up
And push down before.
But
I never Got over you

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The wedding

It’s been about 2 years
You’re with someone else
And I don’t mind
cause when you’re out of sight
You’re out of mind
I’ve managed to not run into you
Or see you
And her
But now I have to see you this Sunday
At this stupid wedding
Of someone I don’t even know
I feel sick to my stomach

a.d.w.a.y – (something i wrote exactly 4 years ago tonight)

a.d. w. a. y. ?

you would write a thing or two and

toss it a million ways around

the net-

-work

it’s way aross the many screens

i didn’t think twice

when it would

sometimes hit me

sometimes miss me.

but now i find myself missing you

you were lonely then

like me now

searching for something

that only exists with some people

and even some people have exhausted it

but you were sensitive like me

i could feel that between the static

i could feel that between the lies

the lies of life

we see

and run into

and

all i can think about right now

is the empty

and the space

the negative

the silent

on the memory of something

notifiations never-

tag my name now

no notes

no news

not

nothing

new

comes now

from you

you’re nowhere to be seen

please

come

back

my friend

you don’t know how much you mean

to me 🙂

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