I sat and waited.
I love you for all the things no one else would ever love you for
I know this cause of your history
And you got a long rap sheet
Of shit
That makes it hard not to think twice
But I never did
Until
I had to
Until you were hateful
Until you made me believe
I was something
I never was
That I never could never be…
That something that maybe you were
That you still are
Or maybe it’s your greatest fear
Who knows
I don’t know
I no longer care
To try so hard to understand
And figure out
I used to care
But I can’t anymore
cause I never want to be in the hole
That you’re down in…
And I never want to love somebody so much that I forget to love myself
You made me that way
It’s not blame
I don’t blame you
I allowed it
But it is the truth
Your intentions were never good
You had bad intentions all along
You were all about what you could get out of it
Maybe not monetary things
But much deeper things that are sick and twisted
And that I could never be a part of
You have an evil way about you
No spiritual person
No person in tune or “zen”
Could ever have
You are not above it
You are below it.
And i still have love for you
Cause I hope that someday you will learn to love
But it won’t be with me
And I don’t think it will be in my lifetime
And I no longer care to see it or know it or know you
You have taught me that some people don’t have love in them
Like I do. Naturally
I tried to give it
I tried to show it
But some people no matter how much you try
Don’t care to see
Cannot see
And I can’t care to change what I cannot change
Goodbye to you
For now I’m finally glad to see you go
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