I had to

Say goodbye
You don't understand
And you don't want to try to keep me now
And I will never go back there again

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What can I do?

Nothing
Even though the unhealthy partv if me wants to try
I see no reason to.

Work 

I wish I didn’t spend the majority of my days 

Working for someone else 

To pay for 

The cost of living 

A life 

I didn’t 

Exactly sign up for 

…or maybe I did 

Nothing 

There’s nothing for me 

To hold on to now 

I remove 

You 

From 

my heart 

From my head 

And from my life 

Someday never comes 

Busted pieces

Faulty parts

Dead eyes

Cold hearts

There’s no use in trying

To save what’s sunk

There’s no use in holding

On to what’s junk

The city of stars

Is under a starless sky

The city of sunshine

Is where light comes to die

It’s a fraud

It’s a fake

It’s the kind of city that will make

And break

You into the worst

But first

It will take

You

And

It will blind you

With the illusion

And then fill you up with confusion

Until you

are no longer you anymore

Love means nothing Here

It’s just a word people throw around and use

and abuse.

There’s no use in trying

There is no use in trying

-Kyoko Cole 2017

Ugh

And the sad part is

I just miss you 

I need to go 

Far far far far away 

Maybe some other day 

I’ll be better

Tham I am Now 

Today

I see

That this world

Isn’t for me 

You gotta kill yourself before you kill everybody else

I want you to LOVE me as my broken self

Just like you want others to do for you

But it ain’t easy

And it ain’t gonna ever happen

With someone who just gives up  

I need strength when I ain’t strong

I am strength when others are weak

But right now 

I seek

To change

To find

Gotta break the bond

And not my heart

I wish there was some way to go back to the start

But I know

Better

And you wanted me to go

Light heavy

light heavy
star gaze

Moon shine
Shadows
Fall behind
creep through
and leave a trace

the way the
moonlight shines upon your face
is quite Devine
how i wish that you were mine

Big things little things 

i grabbed the moon and the stars screamed
at midnight i walked the lonely road alone

can you feel the beating of my heart?
the mighty impression suspends off the message
outside the sad argument
into the setting sun

down the quickest mistake
the evil belief acquires
above the rare ceremony
the plans
you create 

across the magenta sky

blinded by the light
in the resistance

Is heaven
a hand held by another
sets my spirit free