please god just make this feeling go away
I just wish I never met you
because I’ve had love and I know love
so for the love that I’ve actually had I’m greatful
I did not need someone to trigger my trauma in the most heartless fucked up way like this.
I was lied to
promised love and I thought I was given love
and got it all taken away in the course of a day
this is getting to be too much on my heart.
I can’t even function
and all that he had to do was communicate to me before just destroying me and leaving.
I want myself back
but he took that and broke me into little pieces that I’m trying to piece back together on my own.
I just don’t know what to do anymore
this is not getting easier
this is the worst thing I’ve ever been through
and I just don’t want to feel anymore.
I really just don’t know what to do.