When you realize the truth

He is cold

Dead inside

I doubt that

But I doubt that he cares

And so be it

I do not wish him any harm

Nor do I wish for his love

Cause it’s a struggle

Always a struggle

And in my time

Of dying

He shows his true colors

Which is no color at all

Void

Vacuum eyes

Hardened soul

Angry and nasty

And no strength to say sorry

Cause he doesn’t know what sorry is

He believes he is right to act like he does

And it’s sad

Cause he’s anything but right

Or good

Or anyone

I would ever want to be there for again

Just a one sided thing

He takes the souls from kind loving hearts

Pretends for awhile

As long as he must

To get what he wants

But has no intention

Of really giving or trying back

And who would want that?

Who would want his real self?

Ugly trying to make the ones around him just as ugly

Pull it out

Push any good away

Well Away is where I want to stay.

He leave people feeling less

Than they are

But it’s he

Who is less

And I confess

That I once loved

The part he plays

Beware of actors who do it for a living

Who do it for life

They will aways stab you in the back

With their little coward knife

I wish him well

But he is someone

No one will ever truly know

Not even..himself

I’d rather be alone in my time.of.grief

Than to be around a fake

Cruel fool

Who doesn’t give a fuck about anyone or anything other than his own stupid self.

I’ve never met a man so stupid

Going through days wasting his life stupid nothing life away.