Author: b-side junkie

artist/designer, music lover, b-side junkie, writer, bartender, animal lover..."feelist"... Mad mime

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a range of

internal rows

between the

precious state

his eyes

found the secret

to me

they stopped short

the last of sweetened portraits

lie in their step

crushed by their nature

caused by you

flutter though my butterfly

your silky wings

only served some gold

the face flooded

a sudden paleness

she can hear us now

through colors unborn

-kyoko cole

2018

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A person who doesn’t give a fuck

You used to make me smile

Even when you screamed and yelled

And left.

Even though it would make me cry

YOU would make me smile

Cause i knew you loved me.

But now

I sit here

Alone

And know you’re not

I know you don’t care

Maybe you never did

But all I know is everything I did

Doesn’t matter

I still love you.

I hope you’re happy

I’m not as happy without you

But I’m moving on

Mourning comes

Not only am I morning the death of my best friend

I’m also morning the death of you

But you are still alive

I don’t know which is worse.

Someone I’ll never see again

Or someone who’s still alive but not in my life.

Let the rest of this year be full of joy and love and good memories please.

This has become all too much.

Ugh

Maybe you don’t love

But

I love you

And I miss you

The you that loved me

And

Accepted me.

And that’s all

Goodnight

Don’t act cool

Too cool for school

That’s alright

That’s pretty fucking cool

You fool

Cool guy

Why?

You gotta be so cool

Makes me sick

Makes me want to go home

Makes me want to go away

Makes me feel like high school

Mr cool.

Fuck that shit

I quit

Goodbye

Hahaha

Shit

Good night

Come to me

I need you to see your smile

That’s meant for me.

t’s ben 30 mimsfs

iooi feelit’s kickingsin

ii’.’m sorrryoyoou

oilovbe youio

gggoodddbybyheyeghj.

Men

Communicate with women

Don’t be stubborn

Be understanding

Understand their sensitivity

Listen

Care

Be strong

Be there

And bitches won’t be crazy

Women will appreciate you

And love you

In the best way

You could ever imagine.

At the end of the stars there is love

i'm lost and weird without you here. garden of sorrow.

by myself
crushed and flooded
by the fall of you

the moonlight
would laugh at me
if he could

I found sanity in the bottle
the wind catches a thought
with my heart in limbo

I must be lost
in a mess
of sadness

just like me
it was hiding
the song held out its hand

I still wonder why
you suffered so
and felt the weight
of my troubled soul

so many illusions break through
an honest man
without branches
is always
the first to go

the best we’ve had
I would run to you in a moment
my fantasies
make me hear your voice

at the center of the light
in darkness
i see you

at the end of the stars
there is love.

-kyoko cole
2018

Downtown turn

for a minute there, i lost myself. downtown turn. making the same mistakes beginning again

Head -on

Tail spin

Lose yourself

Then you begin

Again

And again

It seems like I’m always starting over

It seems like I’m always going backwards

In the race around the track

I get myself back

Or do I?

Maybe I’m just a little more tired

Tired of trying

Again and Again

-kyoko cole

2018

Know your rodent

Hard to spot sometimes.

But they chew

Through

Your stuff

And they’ll chew Through

You too.

A snake is the grass

Will bite you in the ass

Stab you in the back

And then turn it around

On you and attack

You like you were the one

Who drew first.

I didn’t draw knives at all

Or guns

But I will.

And never trust a woman who has no respect for another woman’s relationship

Cause they have no respect for anyone

Especially no respect for themselves.

Run home little girl

Nobody likes you

Cause you are easy to have

And many have had you

You jump under covers

Jump beds

Play with heads

And let everyone fuck you

And I mean everyone

Cause you’re lonely

And that’s pathetic

Cause you need to feel

Like you matter

Like you’re loved

But you’re not

Cause how could someone love someone like you

Who

Says things to plant the seed

In the heart of a man that doesn’t belong to you

And you knew

What you were doing

And didn’t care

Cause you can’t be alone

I smell a FAT rat

That

Does not know the true meaning

Of loyalty

And respect

So what do you expect?

People to not see what kind of shit person you really are?

You whore the whole bar

And I love to watch you drink

Until you drink

And you ask for it

So I love to watch you drown

I’m glad you’re getting the fuck out of MY fucking town

You bitch

(sorry for such anger but I’m fucking angry at people who have no respect for how they treat others until someone does the same thing to them. And even still that won’t teach them how to be a better person when they’re just not)