And the sad part is
I just miss you
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Author: b-side junkie
I need to go
Far far far far away
Maybe some other day
I’ll be better
Tham I am Now
Today
I see
That this world
Isn’t for me
You gotta kill yourself before you kill everybody else
I want you to LOVE me as my broken self
Just like you want others to do for you
But it ain’t easy
And it ain’t gonna ever happen
With someone who just gives up
I need strength when I ain’t strong
I am strength when others are weak
But right now
I seek
To change
To find
Gotta break the bond
And not my heart
I wish there was some way to go back to the start
But I know
Better
And you wanted me to go
Light heavy
light heavy
star gaze
Moon shine
Shadows
Fall behind
creep through
and leave a trace
the way the
moonlight shines upon your face
is quite Devine
how i wish that you were mine
Big things little things
i grabbed the moon and the stars screamed
at midnight i walked the lonely road alone
can you feel the beating of my heart?
the mighty impression suspends off the message
outside the sad argument
into the setting sun
down the quickest mistake
the evil belief acquires
above the rare ceremony
the plans
you create
across the magenta sky
blinded by the light
in the resistance
Is heaven
a hand held by another
sets my spirit free
hydrogen carbon and rust
truths scratched from the dirt
Rusted trucks
die with years
in dried grasses below
with vultures above
They hover
They watch
The live
in waiting
hungry like the old
hungry like the forgotten
waiting in line
for the dead
to come
waiting
like we wait
To die
take your dirty hands off my mirror
sun shines
summer comes
again
it’s been 3 years
and i don’t feel a thing
like i should
like i could
take that!
thought
out of mind
and then
it will
all be fine
some day
they say
after today
Everything will be fine
again
when we return
the sun sets
and day is done
like the bodies
of everyone
like the sun
Well cease to run
And someday will die
but you and i
and the moon
are never alone
And are forever alive
going home
going home
we will know
when we get home
Goodbye song
Loves shadow hangs low
Loves broken me in two
Million pieces
And at moments
I feel like I can’t go on
But it’s alright
I’ll be alright
Even if I’m all wrong
I’ll sing my song
And mourn the loss of you
No closed doors
All were left wide open
And the empty hallways
Left my empty too
And at this moment I feel like I can’t go on
But it’s alright
I’ll be alright
Even if I’m all wrong
I’ll sing this song
For it’s my way to say goodbye to you
-kyoko Cole 2017
A fight I can’t win
I used to try
But now I see
That it ain’t me
That’s the problem
And you can believe
Whatever you make up in your head
But I see
What’s actually reality
And you just don’t.
Everything you do is like toxic glue
It’s easy to stick to you
I thought you loved me too
But now I see that you don’t love me at all
Emotional abuser
Manipulator user
Narcissistic paranoid accuser
A liar
A blamer
A child
A shamer
Just a loser
Who’s gonna lose in the end
Cause you can’t grow
If you think you know
It all
But clearly you know nothing
But a bunch of bullshit
You’ve Brainwashed yourself to believe
Where is your heart?
You have no heart
No love
No care
You’re a little angry man
Unaware
Of what really matters
Unable to ever change
lonely
what good is it
if it isn’t good anymore?
what if i don’t know how to get it back to good
i don’t
depression is a mother-fucker
it’s really lonely here
and i want out
