you have been complaining about everything I’m not making me feel bad like this ended because of me but what you fail to see is you stopped caring long ago you expected me to show you everything when you gave me little but everything you gave had a price if you didn’t get your way you weren’t very nice I was tired stressed burnt the fuck out instead of understanding you made me feel doubt no birthday card no valentine no special something sometimes to show me I meant something to you and now you have the nerve to make me feel like it was me who wasn’t true. ha! all the good people give to you you handle carelessly and viciously and think it’s justified all the responsibilities you just let go to the wayside careless heartless loveless you I wish I never knew if I had a clue that this was who you are I would have kept you far far far away.
now it’s clear that you aren’t someone I want near I will stay clear away from you and move on to someone who is willing to grow and show love not just sit there and expect me to do all the work you are just a jerk
I loved you but you were not ready for love. goodbye.
Don’t want to scream and shout but I can’t seem to figure it out I feel like half a person a big hole in soul a big hole in my heart when I reach out to you you just tear me more apart
and I wish I was better maybe better off dead I let myself go through it be in it just to get you out of my head.
it’s so easy for you to be mean hide behind your smoke screen if you ever loved me if you ever cared I can’t tell I’m not well you love seeing me down you love putting me through hell
and I wish I was happy maybe I’d be better off dead I have to get through this be in this just to shed you from my head
I know things will get easier time heals or so they say but right now I’m all kinds of broken -just waiting out the days
until I’m okay again
Above is a great journal to help you get through a breakup. Sometimes keeping a record of how you feel and what you’re going through day by day can help you better understand yourself and be more self-aware. It also can help you be aware of unhealthy patterns and habits.
I can use up all my breath vocal chords shot to shit run circles around your same old delusions I’m losing it
I cry out but it falls on deaf dumb ears it’s all a joke to you laugh it up you laugh as I die you only cry crocodile tears you are cold and dead inside and I have wasted two long years on what? you. for what ? this mess of stress you cause you create you don’t want to see what you do because if you did it would kill you
who you are now I don’t know I do not know I don’t want know I just want you to go away and stay away
I’m just someone for you to blame it’s all a game you love to play
you harm hurt hate frustrate suffocate annihilate triangulate manipulate intimidate make no mistake you sealed our fate you do not care you do not care you do not care you have no care and now it’s too late you wasted all my effort you wasted so many days with your destructive ways you destroyed my heart and all the love I gave careless and cruel the way you behave now there’s nothing left to save you lost my love you broke my heart all the damage you’ve done I need a fresh start because now I see I’m not the one for you and you will never be the one for me
I loved you but now that love is gone.
here are some books if you are struggling to get out of a toxic relationship or if you just got out of a toxic relationship and you need help recovering.
heart space room space head space my space shared with a head case nowhere to go no place to move I can’t breathe I can’t face it anymore I try… to make it better I try to make it okay- to make it just o.k.- only to have it not be okay only to have it stay… Just the same or get even worse. like a curse I need to reverse but I can’t seem to – get myself back on track when I have no space to move No space to breathe no space to live please just give me a break for god’s sake at least be helpful not harmful be aware and care instead of just always there – always in my way. please… make it be better than just okay. because every day living this way- is not living it’s death-
at least tomorrow *sigh* is a new day to try again.
you want the moon. well convince the sky from one moment imagined you create wonderful things. embrace her sweet kiss and softly brushed lips between words and beautiful breath you follow this feeling under electric moonlight shimmering out of darkness And into pure light you touch the soul and spirit of everything