When the one you love is broken…

He’s broken and I tried

And now he’s left me

Broken too

Why do I bother

He never did

He never does

He just acts like he is the only one who matters in this world

And all the love i had for him

Never mattered

He trashes

Like someone trashed him

Thank you for passing that down

I hope the next girl is much better

Cause obviously I never was

And I never will be now…


Kiss me like the ocean breeze

There’s nothing in my dreams

Just some ugly memories

From the heart

Just love me

Or don’t.

I’m not okay

But I am

The greater spirit

My guiding light

Show me something

Make me believe

Prove me wrong.


I’ll fall in love again

So will you

And it will be terrible…


Kill me

If you just wanted me out of your life

You can be a man and say so

And not play all these stupid games.

I always wanted you there

I didn’t leave you.

You left me.

January 2019

I’ll just have to love you from a distance now. I hope everything works out for you

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Don’t you worry your ugly little head

I got enough pills

For the kills

Hey but you get your kicks and thrills

On taking your shit out

On me

And if it’s not me

It’s someone else

Which is not cool

But it ain’t my fight to fight

And I ain’t got the right

To play god

When he doesn’t exist

But what does is the evil

That LIES inside of you

Whoever the fuck you are

Whoever the fuck I was

You’ll never know again

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Punching bag

The stress you have on a daily basis

Is not my fault

But still I seem to be the one

You take it out on

And you don’t care to see that you do that

It affects me

And directs me


To a lower place

To a darker space

Than I need to be

Why can’t you see


And have a little more empathy

For someone other than yourself.

Merry Christmas

I hope everyone had the best Christmas ever