I was in love.
he loved me
but some people hate to see people happy
I didn’t realize how low people would go
just to drag me down in the hole they’re in
it’s been almost a year
I found out he saw something in my bag
that wasn’t mine
he left
my “friend” told me
‘oh he’s to0 boring for you’
but I didn’t understand
how one week we could be planning our future
to the next week
he takes off
leaves states
over nothing
not anything that could not be worked out
but now I know
my “friend”
was never my friend
she hated that I was happy
she talked shit about me behind my back
moved stuffed I owned around
planted things in my house
because she wanted everyone to believe
that I was something worse than she.
and it worked
and I lost
I never had much
but she made me lose a lot of what really mattered
and now I lost something even more
myself
the light
the belief in people being good
the love in my heart
the trust I had
all because of some miserable bitch
trying to pretend to be my friend to my face
but do witchery manipulative mind fuck shit
behind my back
because she is nobody
SHE IS NOTHING
SHE IS UGLY INSIDE AND OUT
AND EVERYONE WHO GETS CLOSE TO HER
KNOWS IT
HENCE WHY SHE HAS
NO FRIENDS
but you caused me
to lose things
I loved
so much
who loved me
and you lie \
you cheat
you steal
and you’re so good at playing the part
that people think you’re real
well people who don’t know you
because everyone who gets to know you
sees through your BULLSHIT
WHICH IS EVERYTHING YOU ARE
AND THEY D0N’T LIKE YOU AT ALL
AT ALL
YOU ARE NOTHING
YOU DON’T BRING ANY GOOD TO THIS WORLD
AND THAT’S NOT ME BEING MEAN
that’s the truth
all I’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved
and YOU FUCKED WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE YOU’RE SO PATHETIC DUMB AND MISERABLE.
AND I TRUSTED YOU.
IT’S FUNNY HOW YOU MADE PEOPLE BELIEVE I WAS SOMEBODY
DOING THINS
THAT YOU DO
I COULD NOT
WOULD NOT EVER
WILL NEVER BE
AS SHITTY OF A PERSON
AS YOU.
your ego needs to do you a favor and step aside
so you can see how shitty of a person you are
and maybe then you’ll do this world a favor
whatever comes to your mind first
but you do not make this world a better place
YOU’RE THE UGLIEST CRUELEST PERSON
THAT I THOUGHT WAS MY FRIEND
YO MADE ME LOSE THINGS THAT I REALLY TRUELY APPRECIATED AND LOVED
ALL FOR YOUR MISERY TO HAVE COMPANY:?
FUCK YOU BITCH
I CAN’T WAIT FOR IT TO ALL COME BACK TO YOU
BECAUSE WHEN YOU FUCK WITH PEOPLE THE WAY YOU DO
(AND YOU’VE DONE SO MANY TIMES -YOU THINK PEOPLE DON’T TALK HA)
IT WILL COME BACK TO YOU
AND I WILL SIT THERE AND WATCH AND LAUGH AND HOPE
NOTHING LIKE YOU
GETS CREATED EVER AGAIN
BECAUSE YOU DO NOTHING
YOU DO NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
NOTHING
YO’RE NOBODY
YOU’RE SHIT
NO AMOUNT OF PLASTIC SURGERY
COULD FIX A FUCKED UP FACE
AND AN UGLY SOUL AND HEART LIKE YOURS
YOU DUMB STUPID BITCH.
YUU REALLY ARE THE UGLIEST
MOST SHALLOW
MOST SELFISH FUCKED UP PERSON I HAVE EVER MET
DO THE WORLD A FAVOR
AND GO THE FUCK AWAY
SO NO ONE HAS TO DEAL
WITH SUCH A SHITTY FUCKING PERSON LIKE YOU
AND THE REAL MESSED UP PART IS YOU THINK YOU’RE SO FUCKIGN SMART AND GREAT
BUT YOU AREN’T AND YOU WILL NEVER BE
AND YOU’RE OLD AND UGLY
BECAUSE THAT’S HOW YOU ARE TO GOOD PEOP;LE
FUCK YOU BITCH
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