Uncategorized – skin loves fever

game play

you win.
i don’t want to even have feelings for someone like you.
you become this ugly nasty mean-hearted cold dead fuckedup hurtful angry hateful spiteful revengeful careless disrespectful fake ass arrogant delusional
button-pushing cruel sad manipulative gaslighting child who doesn’t care about anyone but himself

you become a stranger
i don’t even know
and i don’t want to know

because you do it knowingly and intentionally

and you will loose me

forever
because it’s people like you
that make people like me
not want to be in a world with people like you.

i’m tired

and i’m not goig to be around for you to keep doing the same thing to

i want to die

you can’t trust people and their words

you broke my heart
tonight
i can’t go back
i can’t go back
you did something
that i can’t explain
but i know
that you don’t even understand
what you’ve done
and I also know
that right now
you don’t even care…
but you will.

you

tonight you pushed me away
too far
too cold
and you don’t care to fix it
just be caring
about hearing and understanding the person
you supposedly care about
i won’t get close to someone who makes me feel so far away
day after day
i’ll just start acting like you
or better yet
i won’t
i just won’t
care to
put my heart out there
for you to crush
and choke
and cut down again

now you don’t have to listen
i don’t have any more feelings to share with you
cause i won’t have any more feelings
for you at all

miserableboy42

time for the tables to turn
it’s time for me to ignore
all that is you
cause all you seem to do
is find a reason
to make me wrong
so you can do what you do
and i’m not going to swallow that
shit you call love
when it’s all just abuse
i really loved you
and this is what you do
to me
who just wanted to be good to you
but even that
isn’t good enough for you
you look for any reason
to turn
what was true
into a lie
so you can do
whatever you want to do
you’d rather be right being wrong
the same ol’ story
your same old fucking song
it never mattered
how much or little
i give to you
the idea you have made up
in your wet drunken
sunken head
has killed my love
has left me mostly dead
instead of trust
you push and you push
until you bust
any good
that we had
some people love their misery
some people like being sad
and mad
and drunk
and sunk
and that someone is you
out to sea
this is you
but this ain’t me
your drowning
drowning in your own
sorrow
fucked up
and checked out
in your make believe
ugly world
that ain’t mine
this isn’t the time
to go down
to the hell
you call home

I don’t even like you now

The flip

Of the switch

In you

Is not who

I want to share my time space and life with

Youuu spit nasty remarks

Throw daggers in the dark

Ignore everything you do

Everything you say

As you point your finger my way

Crazy maker

Soul taker

Biggest faker

I’ve ever known

You sure haven’t grown

You’ve shrunk into

A nothing you

Going nowhere fast

Nothing good with you

Ever lasts

You turned bad

And I have had

Enough

I am 100%

DONE

with you.

I shake you off

Time to move along

And walk away

Never looking back

Sleep watcher

I go over

To your house

And every time

You fall asleep

Maybe it’s me

You’re always waiting

For me to show up

And I’m always watching you sleep

right fighter (serial killer)

murderer
sickness
I am sick
but you are cancer
you think you have the answer
to everything
which you do not know
even though
you know me better than most
here’s a toast
to you
and your ability to kill
at will
and still
think you’re right
even when you’ve lost sight
blind as a bat
scaredy cat
with your proverbiale claws out
but worse
cause you curse
everyone you love
in your “passive aggressive
fucked up
fuck you ”
kind of way
that ain’t kind at all
do you get off on watching others
that you think are guilty- fall?
and let me pose another question
for you
that i know you’ll never answer
cause you’re too busy building up your stupid wall
is there a slight chance
just maybe
quite possibly…
you could be wrong at all?
ha
NEVER! NOT YOU!
stand by your convictions
fight to be right
just to be right
can’t even acknowledge left
or that you could be wrong
same old story
same old UGLY SAD PATHETIC song
spread your ill
and kill
the ones who ever loved you
OFF
SO YOU CAN SAY
IN YOUR FUCKED UP HEAD
“at least i’m right”