It gets lonely here
But I guess it’s time for me to be alone
Sometimes I miss when i had people around
Then I remember what made me leave
Or disconnect
Or eject
And then I don’t miss it or them at all
I don’t want the company of people
Who make me have to build a wall
Just to protect myself
From others always aiming to project their shit
Onto me
People see what they want to see
And ignore what they don’t want to change
While I’m sitting here alone
always trying to rearrange
The shit i know that’s fucked up about me
All I want is to just be
Happy
But happiness comes for those who stay blind
Shadow the mind
Don’t jump in the deep
Even asking a question
Might break you open
And then questions start to seep
In
Like Pandoras box
Like ol’ can o’ worms
Don’t open it up
Keep it shut
Remember what being curious did to the cat ?
You don’t want that
Cause once you go there
You can never go back
Just fiill up your cup
With fluff
And stuff
Take the blue pill
And stay happy
skin loves fever 