No static

I’m not going to go out

With the ugliness of you and your behavior

Heavy on my heart

With this dark cloud over me

Because you don’t know how to be decent

So I write this

To be healthy

And rid myself of you.

You didn’t feel desired

And I did

But I don’t desire you at all

Life has a great way of showing people

Themselves

When you least expect it

I know who you are now

I see you –

100% crystal Clear

And I kinda can understand why

Your ex didn’t want to be around you

Because you do not care about the feelings of others

And trust me

It’s not going to work out for you in the end

I don’t deal with fake

Shallow people

I made a mistake feeling you

Because you need to feel yourself

By yourself

And you won’t while you keep jumping from over person to the next

How could you even expect anyone to value you and care about your feelings

When you ignore the feelings of someone youve hurt

All I know is you’ll do it again and again

If I allow it

But you have nothing that I want

Even the sex

Had turned into something ugly and gross

Just sex

With someone

Who isn’t there

You’ve made it cheap

And I don’t want anything you have to offer because you don’t offer me anything.

Just Bullshit lies and to feel less than who I really am

Which is a far better – more caring person than you.

Just please leave me the fuck alone for good.

You just like to waste my time

When you should be healing

Instead of trying to feel desired.

Why would anyone desire someone who treats people like they don’t matter and ignores them trying to communicate

I’m returning it back to you

10 fold.

it won’t be by me

But you’ll see how it feels to be ignored time as time again

By a person who has hurt you before

You won’t get any sympathy

And something is about to make you a little less cocky -a lot more humble

And learn some humility.

But I won’t be there for you again

You fucked up

Because I actually cared.

You will only get people who don’t care now.

Who can’t stand to be around you

Watch.