Selfish? yupp

I’m sick of putting my needs on the shelf

I’m not stupid

Fuck this world

And users

And liars

You call me selfish

Yet you don’t want to see

That you are doing something

That is selfish too

I give up

There is no point in trying

People are no good

That includes me

But at least

I’m not making excuses for it

I’m ending the problem

Which you say is me.

Don’t trust people who are dangerous

Don’t trust people who treat you nice when they want something from you

And then treat you like you’re too skinny for too much becsuse you actually believed them

People are not good

Users are users

You can’t change someone’s character

But you can

Decide if this is all worth it

And for me

I’m tired

And would rather

Just not exist.

I’m sorry that most of you won’t understand that

But I don’t need you to understand that part

When you didn’t care to understand the part of me

That tried.