acceptance

you keep doing you

whatever it is you do

i am letting go

of trying

being loved by you

will never happen

and me trying

to make you see

the best side of me

is exhausting

and i’m spent

it’s a waste of time

giving love to someone

who never wanted it from me anyway

and who doesn’t love me

and who will never love me back.

he never really saw me anyways

he didn’t care to

he only needed some validation

because hurt people hurt people.

and i happened to get tangled up in his mess

because he didn’t think about my feelings

he only thought about making himself feel better

and once he knew he could be wanted by someone (me)

he felt good enough to not need me anymore

i want a real man who’s a better person than you have ever shown me

i built you up

and all you did was knock me down

that is who you are

that is who you are

that is

WHO YOU ARE

i accept it now

but don’t expect any validation from me ever again.