don’t give your heart to a stranger

they lie

they act like they care

only to discard you like you’re nothing

and to them you are

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no respect

no care

just disposable and ignored

people love to know your traumas

so they can traumatize you again

in the same way

to feel they are in control

that’s not loving

that’s not a good person

that’s evil and mean

and really truly hurtful

how do you trust anyone

when people who act like they care

can switch and show you they never really did

and what they do show you is how little your feelings matter and how easy it is for them to trash you in such a cold and ugly way that they wanted to cause you harm and pain or else they would have handled it with care.

you can’t trust anyone

no one really cares anymore

i truly feel alone

and stupid

for falling for another person

who made me believe they cared

and loved more than they actually do

never again.

my heart hurts

and i feel so alone in this world

i care

i cared

but caring has only brought me pain