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Don’t you worry your ugly little head
I got enough pills
For the kills
Hey but you get your kicks and thrills
On taking your shit out
On me
And if it’s not me
It’s someone else
Which is not cool
But it ain’t my fight to fight
And I ain’t got the right
To play god
When he doesn’t exist
But what does is the evil
That LIES inside of you
Whoever the fuck you are
Whoever the fuck I was
You’ll never know again
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Punching bag
The stress you have on a daily basis
Is not my fault
But still I seem to be the one
You take it out on
And you don’t care to see that you do that
It affects me
And directs me
Down
To a lower place
To a darker space
Than I need to be
Why can’t you see
Yourself
And have a little more empathy
For someone other than yourself.
Merry Christmas
I hope everyone had the best Christmas ever
Ha
Laugh about it
You’re just another one
Make fun about it
When it’s done it’s done
I don’t care
I don’t give a shit
Anymore
You can die with it alone
You don’t need love
You don’t don’t need me
You.can feel everything
You’ve ever done
I’m not there with you anymore
I don’t give a fuck once I’m gone
Have fun
Have a great life
Leave me alone
I need love too
I tired
Why go I have to be the one to always give YOU love?
I can’t no more
I can’t anymore
I did it for years
I would always try when you didn’t
Reach out when you wouldn’t
And now when I need it
You just leave
So that
Is
On
You.
I’m sorry
You gave done everything you can
To make me feel
Unwanted
Unimportant
And I’m done
Car ride to work
You don’t need my love
You definitely don’t want it
I’ll take the blame
As long as you stay away from me
You don’t know how to treat people and you like to say that I don’t.
If I did even 2% of what you do – you’d kill me.
Hell you’d kill me eventually if I stay.
You can’t do this and expect me to still think you’re a decent person
But knowing you you’ll make up some fucked up reason in your head to justify why you treat me the way you do –
SAVE YOUR BULLSHIT
I’m done. I don’t need your “love”
Love doesn’t equal money
Love isn’t name calling and drinking and blaming
Love is appreciation and caring about someone other than yourself and I’ve done enough if that for the crumbs you give me in return
Why should I be grateful?
Cause you can take your shit out on me?
I’m done with your crazy drunk ass
You can’t even communicate effectively
But you can blame like A pro
And that you are
A professional abuser.
You’ll never see yourself or learn and you just lost the one person who tried and loved you the most.
I’M NOT GOD
I DO NOT ENFORCE KARMA
BUT KARMA FROM THIS MIGHT MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON FOR SOMEONE ELSE and I hope it does
Just please stay away from me for good. I have no more love for you
Karmas a bitch?
For once you are absolutely right.
Goodbye you psycho
A happy poem for you
You are my love
You piss in my garden
And laugh about it
After it’s been done
You will always be the one
For me
You make me haaapppppyyyyyy.
On nights like this
I like to kiss
The sweetness of your smile
Oh please won’t you stay
With my awhile.
You can piss on my strawberries all you want 😉
Happy not happy birthday
You’re either in or out
Don’t half ass shit
Or feed me your crumbs
And call it love
I hate birthdays…
Goodnight