skin loves fever

Something new

I don’t know
What it is
Maybe it’s something I need
But you
Make me
Feel something good
:)

Note to self:
I know how much love i have
I know how much i tried
Let it go before
I go
Too Away
From myself
I love me
And anyone who makes me feel bad
Or less than
Or not a part of
Doesn’t really have my best interest on mind
Let it out
All the pain and hurt
Get it out
Bleed out out
And then get the Fuck away
Let go
what is not for me
And remember why
I should never look back

Naked by the window

Tongues of flame
Jump cuts
What it is
Before it hits the floor
Body politics
Flesh and stone
Nine lives
Past/imperfect
Magic show
Illumination
Behind the eyes
On the wall
starlight
transactions
Will/power
Border comedy
The big nothing
Monument to now
Echoes
Lines, grid, stains, words
Proof
Fucked up + photocopied
Forty are better than one
Suspended instants
In alphabetical order
Follow me
In and out of place
Lost bodies
Inside out
breaking and entering
Painted light
For the blind man in the dark room looking for the black cat that isn’t there…
Heaven

Remote viewing
Radio memory
Sweet dreams and nightmares
At home/not at home
Live in your head
Private time in a public place
Avalanche
In numbers
Memory under construction
The end of the line
Connected body?
the bodies speak has been known for a long time
Making being here enough
The art of the accident
The lucid evidence
Custom built
Lost futures
Haunted
Ghost stories
Mirror me
Facing the finish
Under the sun
Primal spirit
Timeless eye
Cries and whispers
Vanished paths
Things as they are
This is not it
Touchable sound
on the edge
Beyond desire
Thin skin
steps off the beaten path
Who knows tomorrow
This is tomorrow today
The magic of things
Voice over
Sad songs
Naked city
mad love
Time of change
Eating the universe
space odysseys
Seen, written
The truth in rented rooms
Some detached houses
Overlay
Mirror images
Multiple exposure
The spirit in any condition does not burn
Finish fetish
Dream city
And so on
Out of the red
Record again

enter the young

it has nothing to do with age and time
age and time does not exist beyond our minds
and beyond what we think age and time is
we believe and hold things up to be a straight line
either black or white
or flat or round
but we limit ourselves in the boxes we put and cage ourselves in
it’s a trap
so much that we believe to be true is the bait
but so much is real and honest and beautiful if we can allow ourselves to see beyond the illusion
within the heart – we know what is real and what is not. we know what feels good and what is not. we know when something doesn’t feel right
when there’s truth and love it breeds harmony and you can feel it. it’s positive
when there’s deceit and lies and greed and bullshit – wearing the mask of love – you can also feel it

and it’s negative
there is no hidden agenda and shadiness and evil in love
the young heart no matter how long you’ve lived in the body you have now as the person you are now- is free
the young heart is full of love

If I could change the past I wouldn’t

I look
I’m put
Into a life
Into a moment
I didn’t ask for
But I did
Beyond this body
And behind the name
And now
I am
Years beyond
me
Who I am in this world
Who I am in this body
Who I am
With this name
But who I am
Throughout
And through all the years
And forms
And faces
Wanted- needed
And Signed up for
To become a more
Understanding
Empathetic
Humble
Fair
Loving
Towards every thing

This is for you

I love you

Opposites

Attract
subtract
We barely know one another
But there’s something about you
That makes me sweat
Sweet goodness
Until today
I walked away
You made me
Have to walk away
when I wanted to stay
And I know you wanted me to stay
But hurt is hurt
And i guess I hurt you
you took me the wrong way
And so you threw it back
I guess we attack what we attract

We used to wait

That song just played
At the place where we met
And for a second
I felt everything all over again
But then
I
Stopped
And I listened
To
Something beyond
My heart and
My memories
And my emotions
And my fears
And my foolishness
Beyond.
You were never mine
You loved me because you needed me for a moment
And now that moment is gone
And so am I
Tonight I dance with the stars of anything and everything there ever was and ever could be
I say goodbye to you

Slow and steady

Binge drinker
Eater
Fucker
I am
I need water
I need sleep
I need to slow the Fuck down
I am
Not in this with you

You

Make me smile
:)

Your love

Your love
Cuts
Jabs
Shoots
venom
Elastic
Plastic
You
Love to hurt
Anyone you think has hurt you
But your drunk drive reality
Is a little skewed
As you crash and burn hazy
You make everyone
Anyone who loves you crazy
It’s you
To start
It’s you to fall apart
And it’s you who will never really be happy.