I go into things with the best heart
But for what?
Just to have bunch of bad feelings and negative remarks
Your jokes are kinda mean
You say no almost everything I am excited about
You’re sweet to be sour
You reject me
In more ways than you’re aware.
And being aware means sometimes having to admit your wrong so that’s not going to happen
And I feel bad for even trying to include you into my life
Or bring excited
I want to do things with you
But you have this negative vibe towards me
And it crushes my child like excitement that I had towards us.
It’s cold out here
And where are you?