I’ve tried so hard to understand you
You don’t know
Cause I think about it when I’m alone
And I’m alone a lot
Like right now
You don’t even try to understand me
You tell me I’m just making A big deal
Or you tell me how I feel
That doesn’t support
That invalidates
And why the hell
Would I feel anything but bad
When you do the things
That would make anyone sad
What I do
Isn’t blame
For that I have myself
What I do is share
How you can make me feel sometimes
So maybe you would be more aware
But you aren’t
Cause you don’t care
To see anything wrong with you
You only want to see what’s wrong with me
And I know already what my problems are
But why
Do you have
To make me feel worse
By doing something you know makes me feel worse.
Cause I’ve told you it makes me feel worse
And you just do them
Like nothing
I feel like nothing right now
You aren’t my only reason
For why I want to give up
But you’re adding to it
By not even trying to see my side of things
And my side does matter
But not to you
Not to many
And giving up
Seems so much more loving
Than having to feel
The way you’re reaction or lack of reaction
Is making me feel right now
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