the child ends
with a bright idea
no more.
stupid trades
such as today
all hell broke loose
red lips
ugly smoke
finds the face
a sudden kiss
under the stars
everything seemed
forever
I wanted to shake
a thousand
good wishes
like the leaves
of autumn
off a tree
that fall
like a tombstone
internal
external
flowers tarnished
gold
lace
of wonder
I have reason to run
just whisper
light
shine through me
i hope you like
the truth
I do not want this.
you introduce
a fear
that is
mysteriously you.
my eyes
have entered
the fields of death.
i can not wait
to forget you.
you always question
but never listen
without
some kind of
doubt
or judgement.
these words
someday
I will
no longer speak.
failures we make
from this
all sides
so far away
time must dig our graves
one by one
we fall
just to try again
while bleeding
this movement
of nature
I am
nothing
alone
in the catch
caught
in the in-between
skin loves fever 