Why can’t you understand how i might feel? Or care to at least.
Why do you have to be angry?
Why do you have to be unloving
Look at what it is
You always only think about you
And I always think about you
I don’t just hold on to anger and use it like it’s an excuse for my behavior
I have a temper but I control that shit or else I’m called stupid or crazy
Yet you don’t have to control it cause you don’t feel like it and
What’s the point ?
I may have a lot to learn
But so do you
And it’s not ever gonna work if you don’t care about how I feel as well
I care about you
Do you really care about me?
You don’t seem to really care about my feelings.
You don’t seem to care about how much love i do show you and give you
You don’t seem to want to be better cause your past has made your future and your present and you’re not open to the possibility of it being better if you actually put some effort into it.
Loving you has been exhausting when you’re like this.
I can’t do it all without some kind of care in return. Some kind of honest desire for us to have a good relationship and the goal of being the best person cause you care about me and want it to work.
Man….if you could only see yourself from my perspective. If you knew how cold and unloving you can be after all the good times we’ve had. But you never look at the good. You just put me in a box with the rest of your exs and it’s not fair and it’s not kind and sometimes I just want you to be fair and kind and understanding and think about me.
I can’t make you do anything you dint want to do
And this is why I leave
Cause I can’t be the only one who really wants this to work and actually tries to be better
I can’t be the only one who cares
It’s a shitty feeling
If you ever felt unwanted then why would you make someone who honestly loves you feel that way?
I guess cause you never think about it like that.
You don’t care how I feel.
And I’m so tired of giving my heart to someone who couldn’t care less if I was in their life or not
If I’m that unimportant to you then I guess you’re better off without me around
And I’m better off not being around someone who doesn’t do anything to try to keep me around.