there comes a point
when there is no point
to any of this anymore
all it does is show me
you are no good
you don’t know how cruel you can be
you don’t know or care what you do and have done to me
i give up
i’m tired
i’m sick
of the cruel hearted
like you
the departed
but still alive enough to
spread your ugly evil around
close minded
not listening
to any truth (your truth is faulty cause of the holes in your brain)
but talking and fighting over lies
i guess you don’t realize
what you have done to my heart
to my soul
to by will
and that’s enough
for me to kill
myself
like you killed my soul
and abused my heart
that’s enough to make me
it’s time for me to part
i leave this world
for you because of you
you love to destroy everything in your path
with every ugly mean word you say
with all of your wrath
you are a cruel cruel fool
you can forget about me now
you can forget
and let yourself believe
everything was me
and i’m the one to blame
it’s such a shame
that’s the only game you know how to play
instead of doing things a better way
it’s past that point
where i want to try
don’t ask me why
when you know
it’s you that pushed me
just to see if you could
i’ve been searching for a way
to get through this low
to get out of the negative
you make people feel
want to talk about something that is real
you won’t get another chance
cause i’m not living this another day through
you can’t even see how much hurt you do
when all i ever did was love you
but the more i loved you and the more i tried
the less you did
until a part of me died
now it will be all of me
you will never have to see me again
the last words you ever said to me
were fuck you
i hate you
well
now you know why i hate me too
it’s done. it’s over. i’m not here anymore. you lose.
any place will be better than living with a hateful destructive person like you.
i hope someone makes you feel exactly how you made me feel and it makes you have the balls to actually kill yourself too.
but i won’t be on the other side waiting for someone like you
ever again
thank you booze and thank you for all the pills in the world
so i can go to sleep and never wake up again.
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