I wasted so much effort on a person like you

I learned a lesson today
people don’t want to be better
drink all you want
do all the drugs you want
I’ll do the same
but I try to be the best person to other people
especially the ones I love
–

you taught me
that you don’t know what love is
and that you want to be right even off you’re fucking WRONG
cause when you BELIEVE YOU’RE RIGHT (BUT YOU’RE NOT)
YOU THINK that gives you the right
to treat someone you say you love
with such disrespect
the worst

I want nothing to do with you

because you are the lowest ugliest acting person I’ve ever met

and you’ll never have trust because you don’t trust anyone

you won’t have any good

cause you look for the bad
and never allow others to make mistakes- while you can make them all the time and YOU THINK YOU DESERVE LOVE MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE?

YOU DESERVE WHAT YOU GIVE WHICH IS COMPLETE SHIT-
THE MINUTE YOU DON’T LIKE SOMETHING
OR THE MINUTE YOU’RE CRAZY HEAD AND YOUR INSECURITIES GET THE BETTER OF YOU-
YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE BUT YOUR STUPID UNAWARE AND NARROW MINDED SMALL BRAINED SELF.
YOUR MEAN ISN’T EVEN ACCURATE.
YOUR MEAN ISN’T EVEN BASED ON ACTUAL TRUTH
JUST YOUR FUCKED UP DELUSIONS
and because of that
YOU LOST ME
I’m not gonna fight for this anymore cause this is shit
you are shit

and you’re mean

hurtful

and I want nothing to do with you anymore

cause you’re not the kind of man I would want to be with

you’re someone who wants to be miserable
you could be looking at the good
giving people the benefit of the doubte
because you care about the other person

because you trust them beyond your own lack of trust.

but now I don’t care
what you do
cause you have LOST ME

and after the things you’ve done and said
I’m glad
I would never want someone like you in my life

I’m glad i found out now
and not years from now

all the nasty things you said to me
can never be taken back
I know you’re true character
and it’s UGLY

you have no love
you don’t even love yourself
and now I don’t love you

YOU HAVE TOO MUCH HATE
and no heart or understanding for anything other than whatever BAD YOU ARE THAT YOU THINK EVERYONE ELSE IS.

FORGET ME
cause hopefully soon
I will forget all about you
I. just won’t forget why
I don’t want you in my life
ever again

you did me a favor by acting the way you did because of you’re insecurities and anger
you made me see WHO YOU REALLY ARE

AND YOI’RE NOT THE KIND OF PERSON
I WOULD KEEP AROUND
OR WANT AROUND

I hope I never see or talk to you again.
YOU RUINED THIS
FOREVER.