this silence
is deadly
your distance
makes me disappear
but I’m still here
even though I’m not much of a person
right now
I hurt you. I didn’t mean to.
but I think you wanted to go your own way
anyways
but I’m sorry that I said the things I did
I love you
but now you don’t love me
and it’s hard to feel
hard for me to see
hard for me to be
a person at all
blah
I told you I would go away
someday
and that day is now