you hurt you know how it feels but you still don’t see that you hurt me you may not be doing what is exactly wrong but what you do doesn’t feel right and you are careless and heartless and I won’t say or be okay with your way when you put me down for mine you got too much time on your hands and I just feel not okay every passing day that goes by I feel less and less okay with you and how this feels I’m shutting down turning back around
you win. i don’t want to even have feelings for someone like you. you become this ugly nasty mean-hearted cold dead fuckedup hurtful angry hateful spiteful revengeful careless disrespectful fake ass arrogant delusional button-pushing cruel sad manipulative gaslighting child who doesn’t care about anyone but himself
you become a stranger i don’t even know and i don’t want to know
because you do it knowingly and intentionally
and you will loose me
forever because it’s people like you that make people like me not want to be in a world with people like you.
and i’m not goig to be around for you to keep doing the same thing to
you broke my heart tonight i can’t go back i can’t go back you did something that i can’t explain but i know that you don’t even understand what you’ve done and I also know that right now you don’t even care… but you will.
tonight you pushed me away too far too cold and you don’t care to fix it just be caring about hearing and understanding the person you supposedly care about i won’t get close to someone who makes me feel so far away day after day i’ll just start acting like you or better yet i won’t i just won’t care to put my heart out there for you to crush and choke and cut down again
now you don’t have to listen i don’t have any more feelings to share with you cause i won’t have any more feelings for you at all
time for the tables to turn it’s time for me to ignore all that is you cause all you seem to do is find a reason to make me wrong so you can do what you do and i’m not going to swallow that shit you call love when it’s all just abuse i really loved you and this is what you do to me who just wanted to be good to you but even that isn’t good enough for you you look for any reason to turn what was true into a lie so you can do whatever you want to do you’d rather be right being wrong the same ol’ story your same old fucking song it never mattered how much or little i give to you the idea you have made up in your wet drunken sunken head has killed my love has left me mostly dead instead of trust you push and you push until you bust any good that we had some people love their misery some people like being sad and mad and drunk and sunk and that someone is you out to sea this is you but this ain’t me your drowning drowning in your own sorrow fucked up and checked out in your make believe ugly world that ain’t mine this isn’t the time to go down to the hell you call home
murderer sickness I am sick but you are cancer you think you have the answer to everything which you do not know even though you know me better than most here’s a toast to you and your ability to kill at will and still think you’re right even when you’ve lost sight blind as a bat scaredy cat with your proverbiale claws out but worse cause you curse everyone you love in your “passive aggressive fucked up fuck you ” kind of way that ain’t kind at all do you get off on watching others that you think are guilty- fall? and let me pose another question for you that i know you’ll never answer cause you’re too busy building up your stupid wall is there a slight chance just maybe quite possibly… you could be wrong at all? ha NEVER! NOT YOU! stand by your convictions fight to be right just to be right can’t even acknowledge left or that you could be wrong same old story same old UGLY SAD PATHETIC song spread your ill and kill the ones who ever loved you OFF SO YOU CAN SAY IN YOUR FUCKED UP HEAD “at least i’m right”
kiss kiss kiss 3 day of this and I miss miss miss you but you have been somewhere else far from me far from you far from here for quite some time every time I call you near I’ve been talking to fear you’ll save yourself at any cost save yourself first at any cost even if it means being lost I’m lost I call you near in a trance in a sleep dance I call you near but you never hear even if you do you’re not here