The clock that waited

I kept a little clock

on the far side of my shelf—

the kind that ticks politely

and never calls attention

to itself.

It came with a tiny key

meant to wind its quiet heart,

but the person who owned it

never bothered

to start.

They always said they’d fix it

“when things finally calm down,”

as if time waits politely

for anyone

in town.

So the clock sat still

in a dignified freeze—

like a butler abandoned

at a long-canceled

tea.

It practiced keeping rhythm

even though it couldn’t move,

trying to prove

(again and again)

that it had something

to prove.

It polished its own brass face

with a stubborn, lonely shine,

murmuring to the silence,

“One day… someone

will call me

mine.”

But days slipped by

in the way days do—

quiet, careless,

unaware

they’re being cruel.

Dust gathered like gossip

around its frozen grin,

and the clock thought,

“Strange…

I’m here,

but I’m not

let in.”

Then one soft morning,

a visitor strolling through

noticed how the clock

still gleamed

like something

true.

They lifted it gently—

the care was almost art—

and wound the little key

straight into

its start.

The gears woke gasping

like someone who forgot

how good it feels

to matter

in a place

you’re not.

And time began again—

not loudly,

not bold—

just a steady, grateful heartbeat

in a room

that wasn’t cold.

Back on the old shelf,

its absence made a hush—

not dramatic,

just a pause

that made the air

go still

and blush.

The former owner blinked at it,

confused by the new space,

feeling something hollow

slip across

their face.

They muttered,

“Odd…

I didn’t realize

you just needed

to be wound.”

But clocks remember touch—

the kind that’s

finally

found.

And regret?

It ticks quietly

in the corners

of the mind—

the sound of chances wasted

by someone

who didn’t

find

the time

Moon Logic & Other Bad Habits

I had tea with the universe late last night,

it said, “Kid, your chaos is looking alright.”

So I tightened my shoelace of questionable fate,

and strolled past tomorrow — already running late.

A pigeon in glasses whispered, “Time is a trick,”

then lectured a lamppost on not glowing too quick.

I nodded politely; I love bird intellect,

even when none of their facts reconnect.

My shadow was drunk and confessed it was bored,

said it wanted a raise or at least an award.

I told it to chill, take a nap, take a breath—

it fainted dramatically, playing dead (not death).

A fortune cookie warned me, “Don’t follow the rules,”

but I dropped it in tea because I’m nobody’s fool.

Besides, every omen is drenched in cliché,

so I rinse mine with humor and call it gourmet.

Then the moon slid down softly to straighten my crown,

said, “Your glow’s gotten crooked from carrying doubt around.”

So I laughed till it echoed in rooftops and bone—

funny how courage returns when you’re left alone.

And the moral (disguised like a thrift-store coat):

Life’s a storm, yes—but you still stay afloat

by dancing with nonsense, by loving the weird,

by rhyming through moments that once felt feared.

So trust every odd thing that knocks at your door—

the cosmos speaks riddles

so we listen

more.

wyoming

Casper Wyoming.

I forgot about these red flags we came up with as well

🚩 

Major Red Flags

  • Lies — even little ones.
  • Hot one day, cold the next.
  • Hides phone or won’t let you near it
  • Never takes blame for anything.
  • Only wants to hang out late or in private.
  • Avoids talking about the future.
  • You’ve never met their friends or family.
  • Disappears when things get serious.
  • Makes you feel guilty for having needs.
  • .Subtle disrespect masked as humor
  • “Jokes” that make you uncomfortable.
  • Backhanded compliments (“You’re not like other girls”).
    👉 Early boundary testing = future boundary breaking.
  • You feel like you have to prove you’re chill. You minimize your needs to keep the peace. You start performing “cool girl” energy. If peace depends on silence, it’s not peace.
  • You feel anxious more than happy.
  • Says “I’m not ready for a relationship” but acts like you’re together.
  • Always has an excuse — for everything.

Tears

he makes me

cry

ignores me leaves me in the dark

hurts my feelings by doing that

and just ignores me when I say something

How does that sound to any of you out there?

Sound like somebody doing anything good for me at all?

Be careful who you give yourself to

Some people will just take advantage of it even though they’ve been hurt before they’ll still hurt you without a care in the world

And I’m done

You gotta see people for who they really are

And how they make you feel when they don’t need something from you.

Let it go

I got you don’t even care or think about how it feels on my side. Really sucks.

there must be higher love

you’re doing a really good job of losing me though.

Acceptance

I wanted so badly to be in your life

Like actually be something in your life and be welcomed into your life

But I can’t make you want me to be in your life

I can’t make you feel something you don’t feel naturally

Maybe you are just a transition

Teaching me a valuable lesson

To value myself

So the person who values me and wants me to be in their life and shows me by words backed up with action comes along

I still believe in true love

I’ve been hurt many times and I still can love

I do love you

But I don’t think you see me

All of me

And you aren’t willing to let me into your life

So what can i do but just accept it for what it is And accept you for who you are

And know that right around the corner

Is someone who truly accepts me and wants me and shows me consistently that I’m someone they love and want to keep around.

It does hurt that it’s not you

Right now

because right now I feel the way I do about you

But I can’t feel that forever – with keeping it the way you have.

It’s not me stopping us from growing with each other

I know you have a lot going on

But here I am trying to show you and give you my love

Ana I don’t think you really care to see that right now

And take it for granted a bit

Until it’s No longer there.

I’m sorry your ex didn’t see what I see

And didn’t want you the way I want you

But I’m also sorry you don’t see me the way someone else will see me

And want me the way someone else will want me

We all gave out lessons we have to learn

i.l.y.r.r.

i.w.y.t.l.m.

Some things don’t end — they just fade until you forget what you were listening for.

I still catch fragments sometimes —

a word half-remembered,

a look that lingers longer than it should,

the faint aftertaste of something almost real.

I’ve stopped trying to name it.

Not everything lost is meant to be found.

Some ghosts earn their silence.

And I’ve stopped mistaking it for loss

Embracing Vulnerability in Relationships – M.J.C.

In a world of familiar faces, he stands out—a rare, warm soul whose connection sparks newfound emotions, challenging me to rethink love and discover inner peace amidst chaos.

he’s someone I never imagined would consider
someone like me, a hidden whisper
maybe I’ve been too blinded to perceive
or too settled in cycles, tricked to believe
I’ve had my share of the same old pain
too many players dancing in the rain
yet he stands apart, a mirror, a chance
so alike in spirit, but a different dance
he embodies warmth, unlike all the rest
caring, kind, in ways I’ve never guessed
when we touch, the world fades away
it’s a spark I thought I’d never display
what flows for him is deeper than ink
and his open heart makes me stop and think
the way he shows he cares is a rare release
igniting the best within, where I find my peace.

Yeah I’m hurt

You were just like all the rest

Not from LA

You don’t like being rejected

But you do it to someone who actually has a good heart

And that is fine with me

Maybe you enjoy the rejection

Even when they reject you and then want you back (after the other guy didn’t work out )

And you want kids

They said they didn’t

Until you let them go

Bevause they didn’t want you.

And when they wanted you back it was becsuse whatever new person they wanted to explore didn’t work out and they can’t be alone

So they knew you would take them back

And I bet you did

Bevause it is a game

And you like being played

Like a fool

That’s not love

That’s manipulation

And so you get what you give

By people who are the same as you.

I would rather be alone

Than to be with shitty people

That tell you who they want you to think they are

But are actually the complete opposite

I just believed you

But I should have known.

You can’t out here

Chasing a dream and

Most of those people

Aren’t decent people

The love you want

And the things you expect from others

You can’t even do yourself

At least I know now

Before I had your babies.

Most people who move to this town

Trying to be someone or something

Make my town a shittier place.

And I really wish they would stop.

Do that in your own town.

Where you’re nobody

Just like you make people here feel

That’s actually you

A night like this

Back rooms

With the spill of souls

And spirits

You can hear a pin drop

Or the sound of ice shoveled

Into vessels

Transporting spirits

Into souls.

On a night like this

There is no excitment like you

There is no one I wish to share myself to

But you.

You hate me for the wrong reasons

Because I say the things you dare not see (maybe too true or maybe too ugly) within yourself

I love you for saying all the things that i know and do see (As ugly as they are)

within myself

But I don’t look at you as someone I can use

I don’t like at you as something cheap

If you let me

I would keep you safe

I would show you love

But you don’t want that

You would rather misunderstand me

And hate me

Bevause you have been used and discarded

And now that’s how you treat anything that isn’t easy

Or anyone that would deal with you at your worst

As long as you were there to deal with my worst

Which gets easier and falls away the more you give me a reason to trust that you’ll be there when shit goes down

And I’m someone you want on your team when shit goes down

But on a night like this

I watch the many

Some baring souls

Some burying souls

writing for the next spirit to pour

And wishing you were here with me.

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