You always leave me
It is getting on my nerves
You always leave me
It is getting on my nerves
To get rid of my commitment issues
To find someone worth my time
And before that get over you
I gave up
Because I shouldn’t have to do all the work
I shouldn’t have to try when you don’t Try at all
I shouldn’t be ignored whenever you are up to something that I wouldn’t be happy with Or something that you know doesn’t help us in any way
I shouldn’t have to deal with you letting another woman live with you when you could have asked me. And I shouldn’t be made to feel uncomfortable because you allowed her to live there but not me
I shouldn’t have to be put in situations that obviously would make me feel bad, insecure – and make me go crazy And then be called crazy when i react to the Bullshit that you started
I gave up on you cause you make me feel unsafe with your actions and with my feelings and with how you treat my feelings.
I gave up you cause you do everything to make me have to give up
I gave up on you because if I’m going to give my heart to someone -it’s going to be someone who doesn’t make me feel like an option
Someone who doesn’t take care of another woman while refusing to take care of me
If I’m going to be with someone it’s going to be Someone who wants to show me love and trust and sees the good in me and who makes me feel good
Someone who I can trust who doesn’t do things to try and make me feel insecure
Someone who has patience
Someone who takes the bad with the good
Someone who I can depend on
Someone with humility
Someone who doesn’t waste my time
Or play games
Someone who wants me around and shows it
I gave up on you
Because you give me no reason to stay
You wanted it that way
And the way you treat me isn’t very good at all.
I loved you for years
And i don’t even know why I kept trying for so long.
I got nothing from you
Except for the best example of the worst type of relationship
The kind anyone with a heart should stay away from
I got nothing from you except this shirt lol. Ha. That’s kinda true.
I understand you.
Your silence speaks volumes
The ghost of you haunts me
and it will not go away
I don’t agree with everything you did to me
Or how you thought about me
But I was good to you
And loved you
More than I’ve ever loved anyone
And you treat me like a stranger
So you got what you wanted
You left me
Home is where I want to be
But home isn’t where I live
Home is with you
And I will never be home again
The sport highway clogs my balance
A metal tears?
A pedal steers
The weight of the vinyl smells
Melting grooves that will soon make a tune.
A tune that May be sweet to the ears
Or bleak to the fears
The optional bench cries
Under and into the man who sits
On its throne
Both the bench and the man
wanting so badly to be alone
Wanting and waiting
For something great to be born
Another addict shelves the staggering sentence
As he falls into the long sleep of death
The sunrise boot laughs
As he kicks my nightowl ass
The textbook race expires
As the new dying you tires
As the true lie clashes
The overpriced mouth
And willing to
Whatever It is is you need to do
Because you only care about you
Why do you feel the need to kill anything good that you have..
It’s your nature
I don’t want you.
You’ll never change what is you.
What’s strange to me
Is how calm I feel
It’s pointless to argue
If you want to love someone
Show them love
If you want to kill someone
Show them by not listening
By not giving a damn
By ignoring their feelings.
They’ll start to feel the same way too
When the calm sets in
That’s when you know
It’s the end
I don’t know how you can say things to someone and then take them back the way you do
But I do know that
This is not
What you do
If you want them to feel loved
Abs taken care of
This is what you do
When you want them to see
They aren’t worth it to show them real love
They are just someone who you can hurt
And then make them feel like it’s their fault when they need a little more
This is why
I know my days
Are coming to an end
I don’t need you to understand me or save me
When you’re the one
Who didn’t care to be love
When it actually mattered.
I wonder if you’ll care
When you realize
How little love you showed me now
I am gone.
You are erased from my life
And from my memory.
I was great before you
So I’m great right now.
It only triggers something if you care
And why should I care about someone who always wants to make me feel bad?
You have become just another face in the crowd.
One I don’t even notice cause it’s not worth my time.
I should be that to you as well.
Ok now for something completely different.
Today was a good day.
You say a lot of stupid things
And I don’t stop loving you
But I ask a question
You find stupid
You get mad and treat me with hate
You say anything you want to me
All the time and I’m suppose to take it like a joke and roll with it
But if I do it
You just get hateful
After days of us being good.
I guess you’ll always be this way
If a question you don’t like makes you hate me and makes you forget everything good we have then
I know it’s not me.
If I can love the worst you and still be by your side
But you can’t even love me when I ask one question you find stupid then you need to learn how to love better
Cause love isn’t just loving someone when it’s easy. Love is loving someone when it’s not the easiest.
You hate me every other day
But you don’t see yourself and how you are
You say I’m a hypocrite
But you are too
Why do you have to go to the place of hate over something you could just have patience with. You make everything go to shit for the dumbest things
You have more hate in you
Then you do love