skin loves fever

removed

Been removed
Got replaced
It’s a slap in my face
To have ever have had you at all
In my space
In my world
In my life
Your switchblade
back stab
Cuts me sharp with your knife
You are not great
You are not true
You are not as great or as smart as you think you are
You are just you
And you is not someone I want or need to keep around.

Oh new York

Oh new me
That’s where I want to be… . . Oh yeah

Head through the wall

flight patterns
the magic wears
the feeling dies
nothing left
in his eyes
and many days to think
after days apart
nothing left
inside my heart
that would ever make me
want to start
anything with you ever again
i know not to play with dead things
not to waste time living in the past
that smell of gasoline
avalanche of layered screens
modulations
Modulating over and over again
With pointed fingers and fits of rage
You forced me to turn the page
Onto a new day
Onto a new chapter

into a new life
Without you

I have me.

Bipolar

I don’t need your shady messed up shit

What you do
Is ride off the love and energy people give you
You suck them dry
It’s the only way for you to live high
Cause your vibes on your own
Are just too fucked up and low.
But you think you are perfect
And that it’s okay to act the way you do
And you wonder why everyone always abandons you.
The reason is you.
I don’t need your fucked up inconsistent abusive bullshit. This town has more than enough of people like you. Take that crap (and you) back to your own hometown

The switch blade cut out

Switch around
Switch a-roo
Who knows which one of the two
Is really you
Today
tomorrow
After a week
After a weak end
Afternoon
After night
After happiness
After a fight

After everything and after nothing at all
After the rise
You bring the fall
A minute
A second
an hour
Just A measurement of time
Is Chump change
For Your heart
For Your love
For your way

To get to me

Your you

to me
I awake
To a feeling
I can’t shake
And the distance between me and
The ever – so – Distant you

Is the longest line in the world
As you flip
Abandon ship
And i’m left
alone
in the dark
Again
There’s nothing true
About this you
I free with space
I don’t want to face
You and your bullshit lies
Your Salesman pitch
Like an itch you can’t scratch
But you can’t ignore
Everything you do
To sell whatever you
You need to sell at the moment
While the real you
Hides behind a big mouth
A big head
And a lot of talk
Big man so Toll
And it means nothing at all
Too much ego
And Not enough love

Wrong time

To give a person space.
You think you know me
So well
But you really don’t

86ed

I want to walk into the ocean
Until it covers me
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
Someone like me
I want to disappear from here
Vanish into thin air
No one would care
If i’m not there
Some days
like today
I can’t get out of the deep
Want to go to sleep
Forever
Some days
I just want out

This is a time to walk away

Cause you don’t want to hear anything I have to say
You don’t want to care about anything that I feel
And that isn’t love
That doesn’t build trust.
I’m sorry you think the worst of me
Cause I’m so much more than that
You are great
But you seem to only be great when i’m great
And i’m not feeling great
When what i feel means nothing to you

You

Please just stop.
You’re too much sometimes…
Goodnight

To him

I’m left without a reason
To love
To trust
You

You do nothing to maintain it
And the way you leave me
Is not any way to leave someone you love
But it’s my own choice now
To believe in something i do not see
Or to see what the truth that is in front of me
Which is the lack of you
And i deserve more
Than somebody who is not fully there
People leave you cause you leave them first. Emotionally and physically vacant
Is worse Than being dead
You’re don’t need love of sweetness cause all you do is take it for granted and trash whoever you got it from
Like nothing
It means nothing to you
Until you mean nothing ever again to them.

Don’t really care about what you say

Just do what you do at the strip club
Cause I wouldn’t consider you
I wouldn’t date you
When you do what you do
Don’t fill my ears with bullshit
Don’t act like you’re better than how you are
Yuck
I can’t be nice to you
When you disrespect me the way you do