photographs of people some I can’t remember some I would rather forget some… I will forever miss if I could do it all over again I would and I wouldn’t change a thing … not because it was perfect (it wasn’t) not because I didn’t fuck up (I most definitely did) but because all those things… led me to you and it’s you – I have been waiting my whole life for.
the years go by so fast warp speed did I need… all the crazy all the bullshit??? I don’t understand how so many years have passed in a flash of light in the beat of a heart sometimes I just want to go back to back to the start just yesterday I was there now I’m here aged in the age of lament with all those years and days and moments spent with all the people and places and things that went along now gone time the bittersweet heartbreaker
what’s it all about to be with only then to be left without it’s kind of a cruel joke we are born just to croak
all the pain and all the joy we will never be here again not like this not this moment not ever again let the love in let the bullshit go
you will miss this you will miss I miss it more than you will ever know