the years go by so fast warp speed did I need… all the crazy all the bullshit??? I don’t understand how so many years have passed in a flash of light in the beat of a heart sometimes I just want to go back to back to the start just yesterday I was there now I’m here aged in the age of lament with all those years and days and moments spent with all the people and places and things that went along now gone time the bittersweet heartbreaker
what’s it all about to be with only then to be left without it’s kind of a cruel joke we are born just to croak
all the pain and all the joy we will never be here again not like this not this moment not ever again let the love in let the bullshit go
you will miss this you will miss I miss it more than you will ever know
lightning bolt eyes star kissed smile i haven’t been fooled by that face in awhile
words dipped sweet kissed sugar lips I drown in a rush of slippery slips
you comfort me with a whisper of sweet nothings you relax me to sleep before the kill and make me feel it’s such a thrill your touch is the clutch that tangles me and strangles me softly hard and hardly soft I open my eyes to realize a moment too late then forever gone and so am I.
murdered by love or assisted suicide either way a perfect way to die.