I wish you could know how my heart feels I can’t tell you how to be you only see what you want to see and you don’t see me I can’t tell you how I feel you never cared to listen you don’t want to hear you don’t feel me I came from you but you were already a million miles away I have no connection to you I have no connection to the man who helped you make me too you never wanted me I always wanted and needed you but I know now you are no mother to me so now I’ve got to set you free …
Don’t want to scream and shout but I can’t seem to figure it out I feel like half a person a big hole in soul a big hole in my heart when I reach out to you you just tear me more apart
and I wish I was better maybe better off dead I let myself go through it be in it just to get you out of my head.
it’s so easy for you to be mean hide behind your smoke screen if you ever loved me if you ever cared I can’t tell I’m not well you love seeing me down you love putting me through hell
and I wish I was happy maybe I’d be better off dead I have to get through this be in this just to shed you from my head
I know things will get easier time heals or so they say but right now I’m all kinds of broken -just waiting out the days
until I’m okay again
Above is a great journal to help you get through a breakup. Sometimes keeping a record of how you feel and what you’re going through day by day can help you better understand yourself and be more self-aware. It also can help you be aware of unhealthy patterns and habits.
I am alone with my head and my heavy heart silent and cold why did you leave me this way? why did you promise me you would always stay. now I am left alone with only these feelings I get no response no reply from you it’s like I’m not even here like I’m invisible not worth your time and it hurts it hurts so bad to be ignored and treated like nothing. nobody when I was once somebody to you. what can I do? not a thing but to go away. and stay away. you pushed me so far away from you so far gone is where I’ll stay. this is the only way I won’t have to feel this pain.
murderer sickness I am sick but you are cancer you think you have the answer to everything which you do not know even though you know me better than most here’s a toast to you and your ability to kill at will and still think you’re right even when you’ve lost sight blind as a bat scaredy cat with your proverbiale claws out but worse cause you curse everyone you love in your “passive aggressive fucked up fuck you ” kind of way that ain’t kind at all do you get off on watching others that you think are guilty- fall? and let me pose another question for you that i know you’ll never answer cause you’re too busy building up your stupid wall is there a slight chance just maybe quite possibly… you could be wrong at all? ha NEVER! NOT YOU! stand by your convictions fight to be right just to be right can’t even acknowledge left or that you could be wrong same old story same old UGLY SAD PATHETIC song spread your ill and kill the ones who ever loved you OFF SO YOU CAN SAY IN YOUR FUCKED UP HEAD “at least i’m right”