I loved you. My love for you was deeper and stronger than you will ever know. You rejected it. You still reject it and you will always reject it because holding on to what is NOT true is more important to you than holding on to me and us. You were my lover and my friend and you had so many chances to make it right make it better be here like you said you would be my friend and follow through with your words but you never did you never do and now there is nothing that I can do because there is no more time. the time you had you wasted you ignored you spent punishing me all the things you failed to see will soon be gone at least for me you only punished yourself.
all the times I called you – got no answer- asked you to come over and see me one last time – I called your name many times and still you never came
once upon a time you were my love…
now it’s my time to say goodbye…
even though I am no longer important to you even though you cared more about hating me than loving me I will forever (beyond this lifetime) love you and you will forever be important to me — I’ll see you again my friend in the next life when we come back as cats (or me as a bird and you as a wolf)
shut it down shut it off shut it out shut up howl to the moon and cry yourself to sleep you’re in too deep on the shallow side you can run and I’ll hide didn’t anyone teach you not to run with scissors in your hand you try to walk on water when you can barely crawl on land you can kiss off piss off kick rocks get lost but lost is what you are you can keep running but you won’t get very far what you fear will always be near but it won’t be me that you see it won’t be me there is no we.
I don’t owe you anything there’s nothing I am obligated to do for you I do not care what you want or how you feel because nothing about you is even real
not my problem none of my concern i light a match detach set it on fire and let it burn as I turn and walk away not ever looking back
I’m glad you took off the way you did I’m glad you showed me who you really are It hurt like hell at first but you leaving made room for someone who has brought me back to life again who cares and who excites in ways you never would and or never could.
I wish you could know how my heart feels I can’t tell you how to be you only see what you want to see and you don’t see me I can’t tell you how I feel you never cared to listen you don’t want to hear you don’t feel me I came from you but you were already a million miles away I have no connection to you I have no connection to the man who helped you make me too you never wanted me I always wanted and needed you but I know now you are no mother to me so now I’ve got to set you free …
Don’t want to scream and shout but I can’t seem to figure it out I feel like half a person a big hole in soul a big hole in my heart when I reach out to you you just tear me more apart
and I wish I was better maybe better off dead I let myself go through it be in it just to get you out of my head.
it’s so easy for you to be mean hide behind your smoke screen if you ever loved me if you ever cared I can’t tell I’m not well you love seeing me down you love putting me through hell
and I wish I was happy maybe I’d be better off dead I have to get through this be in this just to shed you from my head
I know things will get easier time heals or so they say but right now I’m all kinds of broken -just waiting out the days
until I’m okay again
Above is a great journal to help you get through a breakup. Sometimes keeping a record of how you feel and what you’re going through day by day can help you better understand yourself and be more self-aware. It also can help you be aware of unhealthy patterns and habits.