creative writing – Page 10 – skin loves fever

Goodbye uncle James

My heart is broken. You are a good uncle and great person and i’m sad that you’re not here with us anymore. I’m happy that you have peace now

I find it stupid
Yes stupid
You stupid
That you hang out with such a loser
Who’s not really good to anyone
Cause you’re smarter than that
Or at least I thought…
You’re loyal to a fucking fool
You’re loyal to a fucking tool
And i don’t think you are so i thought you were

cool story bro’ (ha)

talk it up big
like it’s something great
i don’t hate
just to hate
when something’s good
to appreciate

but it’s not
even
close
bro

you got a lot
that’s not
real
and a lot more
That you steal
but you keep it up
to keep the crowds appeal

Cool story bro
And man you’ve got stories to tell
As you only talk about yourself up
you sell yourself well
To the people who don’t know you
But for me to see
You do what you to
Is fucking hell
All the names you drop
And you never stop
As you climb your stupid self
To what you think is the top
Of the shit pile
Meanwhile
You Keep on playing it off
Keep on playing it cool
play it dumb
Play it down
Bro
Cause you are such a tool
And a fool
Bro
You are
Bro
Just that bro
In hollyweird
Hollywood
That everyone encounters
But no one wants to know

Off-white cottage cheese

Plastered walls
Dirt stained maybe white
Once upon a time
Before the layers of
Unwashed skin
I hate the walls
That lead to nothing
I hate the walls that
Keep me somewhere
i don’t wanna be
In the mess
Of the messy head
I’m already in
And your walls
Make it in the sink
In the madhouse
In the thick
…of it
To rot like shit
With the flick of a switch
With the turn of a key
Under lock down
under beat down
Inside a bin
To collect all the crazies in
The Crazy stay crazy
the mad stay mad
numbed up
dumbed down
my end is here
with white walls that lead to nowhere
yet live on forever….

by kyoko cole

Snap Into A Slim Jim

cigarettes and drunken nights
many stupid drunken fights

mostly wasted

by the wasted him

a slap in the face of a love starved too thin

Beware of how fast he is to jump in

It’s a Trap – if you snap- into a slim jim

starfire. gasoline.

starfire.
gasoline.
the morning imitates
the agony of dark winters

Like fourteen kick drums to the head

And a lifetime of beatings to the heart

You really got a hold on me

I can’t stand to see you across from me
Yet not with me.
I want to just break
In pieces
At the sight
Of you
With someone else
Cause I just love being with you.

Cut #5423

Whatever is right or wrong
There is no right or wrong of that
Way back when
You can’t rehash over shit that is so far gone in days
And so far drunk is haze
That memory does nothing
To separate the days
And fact becomes fiction.
fiction becomes fable
And You and i
are not very able
To bring any good out of that
Which is not
That important
when it comes down to the grind
When we fight about past shit
I start to fucking lose my mind
And it brings me back to a time
I can’t comprehend
And all I want is for this to end
Please end
The only way to get over something is to get yourself through
The thing that most of us forever avoid
And after cut #5423
And maybe a half
I can only just sit back
Look at at what I’ve done to myself (again) and laugh
Not funny ha ha
Not funny hee hee
But not ever quite sane
Stuck in a loop
Of wax and wane
Over and over and over again

How many scars do I have to gain?
To see how much of myself I’ve lost.
At such a cost
All because of me
All because of we and me.

The bathroom Is no longer my safe place
Anymore
I guess it never really was before
Just cause I could lock the door
Doesn’t mean u could get out
Not something safe.
And neither are any of you

I’m am grateful

For my life
And for all that I have

Fuck

I just like you
A lot.
I don’t know what that means
You’re my friend
But you’re so much more
Ugh
I think I’ll keep that one to myself
For now.
Even though you probably already know
It doesn’t matter
You’re someone I want around
And I’m happy when you are around
Cheesy post
I don’t give a fuck
That’s how I feel

I’m happy for you

I am Beside myself
By myself
Split into two
Spat Onto both sides of the fold
The moment I got told
The news flash
And crash
I got old
A Gash to my head
As you Trash my bleeding heart
now I am right here
Left all Wrong
I am
Face to face
Forward
But Back to the start
Again
What’s done is done
What’s gone is gone
What’s already dead
It’s time for me to let die
Yesterday has passed
and moved on
Without me
The past is just a goodbye