It may be
That I don’t want to see
All the things I see
And maybe I don’t want to be
This person who is me
Who am I anyway?
Am I just what others say?
Or maybe just yesterday I meant something
To you
But not today
Today we’re through
maybe I don’t want to feel
Everything I thought was real
Perhaps you feel quite alright
With throwing me away tonight
With doing things that hurt me more
With all of me you choose to ignore
And maybe I don’t want to stay
Maybe I don’t want to play
This stupid game
this stupid me
Maybe I just want to be
Free
From living
This stupid life
Maybe I don’t want the strife
It hurts my heart
To have to defend
What most of you can’t comprehend
Or Maybe I just can’t
And don’t want to pretend
Maybe I just want the end
-kyoko cole
skin loves fever 
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Good write questioning who you are and what to do. this life is often fickle and it’s hard to catch a break.my best piece of advice is keep writing until you hate it and then you’ve found yourself and you have a body of work to back up the entire thought process.i blinked and now i’ve written almost 500 poems.everyone can be their own powerhouse of feelings, i believe in you. the gunshot, arrow, and stab wounds in our hearts heal if we give it enough time, but they’ll always be phantom pains and scars.
good write.
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