More positive less negative will equal a happy life
Bitch it out
Only to look like a bitch
And worse to feel like one too
If I spent the amount of time and energy on the things that are positive as I do complaining about the negative – maybe there would be exactly that :
More positive =
Less negative
So
<+>- = 😊
So today I’m gonna be super mindful of what I’m focusing on and the things I say
And try my very best to not complain
Yay
I hope she makes you happy
Since I never could
Day comes
Day goes
Day in
Day out
Weeks pass
Months pass
Before you know it
The ones you left behind
Have passed you by
In a flash
Within the blink of an eye
Do you ever regret
Taking the people and things that came in your life
For granted?
Or for not taking them at all?
I wonder if you even care…
In a room
I’ve seen once before
I don’t know how I got here tonight
I guess a car
But I mean how it came about it
I guess life throws weird curve balls
At even stranger times
Who knows…
He’s says I’m so nice
Like that’s a bad thing
Like it’s uncommon or something
I guess it is… These days
But I think he might need
A little nice
I feel like a motherless child
I am letting you go
I am no longer holding on to what is no longer there
I’m not waiting for your care
Or your love
I’m not waiting for a sign
Or a phone call
Or a reply
That will never come
I’m not fooling myself by seeing your little effort give as a loaf of bread
When in reality
All you gave were crumbs
And that is why I would keep trying
Over crumbs I foolishly thought was love
But it wasn’t love
And you never really cared
And you don’t really care now
Cause if you did
I would feel it
I’ve been the one to reach out
To show interest
To take time
And now I’m done.
I’m not angry
I’m not even that sad
I’m just aware that
Holding on to you
Is a waste of time
If you didn’t appreciate me then
You never will
I can’t make you see
What you don’t
Or don’t want to see
I can’t make you feel what you do not feel
I accept you are the way you are
And it’s not what I want
And what I was holding onto is just an illusion I created in my head
And I won’t hold on to shadow
I no longer hold on to you
goodbye
Forever
I let you go
And I am okay
A night
A fuck
A sore
A bore
It’s hard to ignore
The lack of care
In your stare
Unaffected
Disconnected
It’s the way
People in this town
Seem to be
Now
And this apathy
Is making me
Want to get the fuck out
Of this
And jump into
Something new.
I love you
Come here
Please.
For once
Just come here
Knock on my door and
Love me
Yes this is for you
You stubborn man…
🙂
22 Stages of Relationship Between An Empath and A Narcissist
— Read on www.google.com/amp/s/themindsjournal.com/stages-relationship-empath-narcissist/?amp
There’s a hidden influence
Behind your words
And delivery
Which is rude
And she will destroy you.
I’m not your lover
Never have been
Never wanted to be
But I see
How easily
Influenced you are by someone
Who doesn’t really love you
Or care about what you love
Or the commitments
You’ve made
To others.
To friends
To your art
To this show
YOU ASKED ME TO DO
For you
AND NOW YOU’RE NOT EVEN DOING IT
You didn’t communicate that to me
And when I asked you why
You were rude
So have a nice vacation with your “lover”
Lol crazy psycho chick
Who obviously is speaking for you
Through you
And remember why
I will never do you another favor again.
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