I loved you. My love for you was deeper and stronger than you will ever know. You rejected it. You still reject it and you will always reject it because holding on to what is NOT true is more important to you than holding on to me and us. You were my lover and my friend and you had so many chances to make it right make it better be here like you said you would be my friend and follow through with your words but you never did you never do and now there is nothing that I can do because there is no more time. the time you had you wasted you ignored you spent punishing me all the things you failed to see will soon be gone at least for me you only punished yourself.
all the times I called you – got no answer- asked you to come over and see me one last time – I called your name many times and still you never came
once upon a time you were my love…
now it’s my time to say goodbye…
even though I am no longer important to you even though you cared more about hating me than loving me I will forever (beyond this lifetime) love you and you will forever be important to me — I’ll see you again my friend in the next life when we come back as cats (or me as a bird and you as a wolf)
no words to say to song to sing this is the sorrow this mourning brings the start of your week is the end of my day nothing really matters to me anyway. i was happy when i made you happy but now the ideas you make up in your head make you sad at me make you mad at me and i will never be who you want me to be i will never feel your sunshine again but i will always know this darkness that you left me in on this day today that you went away and made me have to go. this kind of love this kind of life i already know so well— so long so many times i guess it was me who was wrong all along i don’t fit in this world i can’t sit i don’t have my place so i quit this shit and burn any trace of me you will never see my face or my smile and after a while you’ll forget that too this is my goodbye to you