Truth

I am letting you go

I am no longer holding on to what is no longer there

I’m not waiting for your care

Or your love

I’m not waiting for a sign

Or a phone call

Or a reply

That will never come

I’m not fooling myself by seeing your little effort give as a loaf of bread

When in reality

All you gave were crumbs

And that is why I would keep trying

Over crumbs I foolishly thought was love

But it wasn’t love

And you never really cared

And you don’t really care now

Cause if you did

I would feel it

I’ve been the one to reach out

To show interest

To take time

And now I’m done.

I’m not angry

I’m not even that sad

I’m just aware that

Holding on to you

Is a waste of time

If you didn’t appreciate me then

You never will

I can’t make you see

What you don’t

Or don’t want to see

I can’t make you feel what you do not feel

I accept you are the way you are

And it’s not what I want

And what I was holding onto is just an illusion I created in my head

And I won’t hold on to shadow

I no longer hold on to you

goodbye

Forever

I let you go

And I am okay

Apathy

A night

A fuck

A sore

A bore

It’s hard to ignore

The lack of care

In your stare

Unaffected

Disconnected

It’s the way

People in this town

Seem to be

Now

And this apathy

Is making me

Want to get the fuck out

Of this

And jump into

Something new.

Just listen you stubborn man

I love you

Come here

Please.

For once

Just come here

Knock on my door and

Love me

Yes this is for you

You stubborn man…

:)

Love

I chose love

22 Stages of Relationship Between An Empath and A Narcissist

22 Stages of Relationship Between An Empath and A Narcissist
— Read on www.google.com/amp/s/themindsjournal.com/stages-relationship-empath-narcissist/?amp

If looks could kill they probably will

There’s a hidden influence

Behind your words

And delivery

Which is rude

And she will destroy you.

I’m not your lover

Never have been

Never wanted to be

But I see

How easily

Influenced you are by someone

Who doesn’t really love you

Or care about what you love

Or the commitments

You’ve made

To others.

To friends

To your art

To this show

YOU ASKED ME TO DO

For you

AND NOW YOU’RE NOT EVEN DOING IT

You didn’t communicate that to me

And when I asked you why

You were rude

So have a nice vacation with your “lover”

Lol crazy psycho chick

Who obviously is speaking for you

Through you

And remember why

I will never do you another favor again.

So long

I guess

You no longer

Love me

Anymore

So

Long

…

These days

It doesn’t get much easier

Sitting here

Trying to have fun

While inside I’m dying

Missing…

You

I don’t think I’ll find another

That made me feel the way you do

Did

And I try so hard

To rid

Myself

Of the memory of you

Dark nights and booze

What do you do when the one you love doesn’t love you?

Nothing. You can’t do anything

But slowly die.

8 Things the Most Toxic People in Your Life Have in Common

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Source: 8 Things the Most Toxic People in Your Life Have in Common

Nothing gets through to you

It’s not all about me

It’s about you too

You live to destroy anything good that I give you

You never look at yourself.

Must be nice living that way

That’s not advanced

That’s pussy-ass shit

If you looked at your behavior even just half the times you’ve made me look at mine then maybe it would work…

But like I said you create problems that aren’t there

And you like to destroy shit that’s actually good.

So I have no more for you.

No more patience

No more understanding

No more chances

No more tolerance for you period

And no more love

I’m done

And you need to stay the fuck away from me. Period

You want to treat me like a bitch then i will be one.

Good riddance you stupid little man.

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