All I want to do
Is be close to you
I don’t want to waste any more time
Without you
When I know that you’re the one.
Love
Tag: kyoko
shoebox of years
photographs of people
some I can’t remember
some I would rather forget
some… I will forever miss
if I could do it all over again
I would
and I wouldn’t change a thing
…
not because it was perfect (it wasn’t)
not because I didn’t fuck up (I most definitely did)
but because all those things…
led me to you
and it’s you – I have been waiting my whole life for.
😉
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waiting out the days
Don’t want to scream and shout
but I can’t seem to figure it out
I feel like half a person
a big hole in soul
a big hole in my heart
when I reach out to you
you just tear me more apart
and I wish I was better
maybe better off dead
I let myself go through it
be in it
just to get you out of my head.
it’s so easy for you to be mean
hide behind your smoke screen
if you ever loved me
if you ever cared
I can’t tell
I’m not well
you love seeing me down
you love putting me through hell
and I wish I was happy
maybe I’d be better off dead
I have to get through this
be in this
just to shed you from my head
I know things will get easier
time heals
or so they say
but right now
I’m all kinds of broken
-just waiting out the days
until I’m okay again
Above is a great journal to help you get through a breakup. Sometimes keeping a record of how you feel and what you’re going through day by day can help you better understand yourself and be more self-aware. It also can help you be aware of unhealthy patterns and habits.
what a mess
you can be mad
misunderstand me
think that I’m bad
but I’m just here
alone and sad
if you could only see
what you meant to me
I need something good
to get me out of this funk
to show me that I could
have a good life
have a good day
remember why I’m here
help me find my way
cause being alone
is wrecking my mind
if you see me
please be kind
…. ugh
where no one can find me
Seven days
Of solid sadness
Sinking slipping sinking deep
Shooting guns
all a Blazin’
grazin’ skin
but I can’t sleep
I can only fade away
As the pieces creep on in
But where I am
Who knows where
I end and
you begin
I do…
and I waited for you
but I can’t get you to
I don’t know where you are
I don’t know where you hide
I am all alone here
Got no one by my side
I don’t need to be yours
If you aren’t really here
I don’t need to feel safe
When I live with all my fears
I have no choice….
Seven deadly sins
But none as deadly as your cold
even the book of right and wrong
all those lessons have grown old
Like me
I don’t know where you are
I don’t know where you hide
I don’t need to be anybody’s baby
When there’s no one by my side
You can take off to the city
You can take off to the shore
You can take off with my soul
I don’t need it anymore
I don’t need it anymore
I don’t need me anymore
some day after this one
there will be no place left for you to hide
that is when you will finally understand me
with no one by your side
like me
many years too late
many years lost
we fight to be right
but at what cost
This world is not made for lovers
This world is not made for the kind
This world is out for blood
out to kill your soul and steal your mind
this is no fun
Better to be dead
than always on the run
it’s not living
when your time is done
Like me
blah blah
stuck
inside
a room
for days
on repeat
the same day plays
over and over
no fresh air
day after day
going nowhere
the less i live
the less I care
Listen to yourself
You know what you need
Listen to yourself
And feed
The starving parts of you
Before it’s too late
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space
heart space
room space
head space
my space
shared with a
head case
nowhere to go
no place
to move
I can’t breathe
I can’t face
it anymore
I try…
to make it better
I try
to make it okay-
to make it
just o.k.-
only to
have it not be
okay
only to have it
stay…
Just the same
or get even worse.
like a curse
I need to reverse
but I can’t
seem to –
get myself back
on track
when I have no space
to move
No space to breathe
no space to live
please just give
me a break
for god’s sake
at least be helpful
not harmful
be aware
and care
instead of just
always there
– always in my way.
please…
make it be better than just okay.
because every day
living this way-
is not living
it’s death-
at least tomorrow
*sigh*
is a new day
to try again.
-k.c.
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the end
I am alone
with my head
and my heavy heart
silent
and cold
why did you leave me this way?
why did you promise me you would always stay.
now I am left alone
with only these feelings
I get no response
no reply
from you
it’s like I’m not even here
like I’m invisible
not worth your time
and it hurts
it hurts so bad
to be ignored
and treated like
nothing.
nobody
when I was once somebody to you.
what can I do?
not a thing
but to go away.
and stay away.
you pushed me so far away from you
so far gone is where I’ll stay.
this is the only way
I won’t have to feel
this pain.
We
I am here
And you are there
But we are connected
Many many lifetimes
Of knowing
And waiting
But do you want me
Or do you just want me to be safe?
You got your life
And I have to wait
But I don’t think you want to wait
Around for me
I know what I want
But I have things I have to do
And people I can’t let down
And you have others
You want and must have around
I want a family
I want to truly be loved
seen
Felt
And understood
If you could feel my heart
You would know
But you only show
What you show
And I really don’t know
Where I fit into that
Maybe I’m dumb
Or blind
Or half blind
But I do know my heart feels something
Strong
For you
What do you want from me?
What do you have with others
What do we do?
It can’t only come from Me
Clearly
Speak
What is inside you
skin loves fever 