broken nose and a busted knee
i can’t walk and i can’t breathe
so no work
no money made
no do
no see
no going out
no fun
when will this shit
ever be done?
it never is
after you get through one thing
another thing takes it’s place
life is a never ending
ball-busting
rat race
i can’t face
Author: b-side junkie
artist/designer, music lover, b-side junkie, writer, bartender, animal lover..."feelist"... Mad mime
the master of make-believe
i knew this day would come at last
i lived waiting for the end to come in fast
waiting for it
waiting for you
you handsome devil and the harm you can do
i knew better than get too close
i had little to nothing for you
but somewhere in between sheets and bodies turned upside down
turned hearts around
and waiting for the end
begins to start
soft sweet dangerous skin
didn’t even see you creep on in
in the back of my mind i know : I’m just another girl
one more notch on your belt
one more link on your chain
then jump on out with the next passing train
you kind ain’t my kind.
you charmed my ass blind
yes mister man… you are good. so very good at what you do
sweet talker fast walker
you get around
but it still didn’t stop me til then
and when
i got lost looking for you
looking all around
it was then that i found
only an empty space
a fleeting face
not even a sound
in a silent forgotten room
with just the shadow of a friend
-only playing pretend
the makings of an end.
leaking hearts
dancing in echoes
i dance alone
the only remains of you
remains unknown
the master of love ’em and leave
you are the king of make-believe
-kyoko cole 2008Â Â link to the original post from my blog: the burning of the midnight lamp; the owl of minerva
Dead man barely walking
You’re a dead man
Barely walking
Stupid talking
Emotional
Then so emotionless
You cause yourself a lot of stress
By the shit you say
And say
Over and over again
but never do
You play the part
Like you got a clue
But then you act out
And show everyone you don’t
You don’t back that mouth up
You are too weak to change
No care to care about
Anyone or anything
Not even yourself
You only care to defend what makes you wrong
Same old story
Same old song
No one wants to hear your words
No one wants to see your face
While you chase
the ugly dragon
Waste your life
Around
The same old circle
Again and again
Never getting anywhere
You’re head
Up in the clouds
You’re a dead man
Barely walking
Barely there
Shitty attitude
For a shitty you
And that’s the you
You have decided to choose
Matter over mind
Drugs over friends
Over music
Over living
Over you
Trust
I can’t trust anyone
Especially the ones who try so hard to make me believe I can.
No more
Me
Around
Waiting to get fucked with
EVER
AGAIN
you got another thing coming.
I’m going
I ain’t got no friend
Say goodbye
Say goodnight
This shit is about to end
Hello help wanted
I.
NEED.
HELP.
IN SEARCH OF A REAL PERSON/ FRIEND
( WHO FOLLOWS THROUGH WITH HIS/HER WORD AND WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT COMMITMENTS AND FRIENDSHIP RESPECT MORE THAN JUST TEMPORARY BULLSHIT THAT DOESN’T MEAN ANYTHING TOMORROW ) SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T JUST TALK UP A BUNCH OF SHIT AND NOT BACK IT UP.
NO FLAKES
NO PHONIES
NO BULLSHITERS
NO DRUG ADDICTS/ DEALERS UNLESS YOU HAVE A GOOD HEART AND ARE THE BEST OF THE BEST. NO STARVING DRUG DEALERS WHO ARE STURUGGLING TO DO THAT YET STILL WON’T GET A REAL JOB THAT ACTUALLY HELPS YOU
NO INSECURE PEOPLE WHO DON’T KNOW THEMSELVES BUT TALK A BIG GAME JUST TO DRAW ME IN AND MAKE THEMSELVES SOUND MORE IMPORTANT THAN THEY ARE.
NO BULLSHIT
ACCEPTING APPLICATIONS NOW
;)
Thank you
Thank you
For the nice day
I had a great yoga class
Spent time with someone who means a lot to me.
Went to work
Saw some nice people
The weather was good
Stayed away from things that didn’t feel right to me
Got home safely
Got to spend time with my cats
for the most part
It was a pretty good day
And that’s something I am grateful for.
In the back of my mind
I know you’ll never love me as much as you loved her.
…
Maybe I’m not
It’s lonely in here
When you’re mad at me
For believing shit that isn’t true
And it kills a piece of my heart
To know you don’t care to hear me
You don’t care to want to treat me nice
You don’t care to see the truth
Not what you think or believe
But what actually happened
I wish I was important enough
To you
To have your trust and love and understanding
To not feel this loneliness and this bad
Right now
I don’t understand why I matter so little
To you
When you matter to me
I try to be different and better than I have been
And it still seems like it just isn’t good enough
I’m not good enough
Again
In Geneva no one can hear you scream
Time is a tick of the mind
Where we once belonged
Has gone far away
Today
And now
Black smoke
Beautiful losers
A shout in the street
Start to fade
All that we made
Is born to die
A brief history of time
Obsession
Old lovers
Under freeway balconies
Nude naked and stripped
Secrets behind smiles
The horse would know, but the horse can’t talk
Rhapsodies in black
Documenting disposable people
Disposers
Exposers
Of
Ghost images
Ghost people
ghost world
Once Held together by water
But now Broken apart by man
This one takes the cake
K.f.
You’re a waste of space
What a waste of time
You were.
You wasted my time
And then act like a little stupid child.
You are
Pathetic.
You are
Spoiled and stupid and know nothing about what it is to really be a decent person.
You hide it so well though
You weren’t even a real friend
So from this moment on
Because of you
NO MORE SPOILED BRATS
NO MORE IMMATURE BABY’S WHO CAN’T EXIST WITHOUT MOMMY AND DADDYS HELP.
And shame on those parents who give their kids way too much
And are overbearing
You tell your kid how great everything they do is
Even when it sucks
So then they actually believe they are better than they truly are
You give em an ego
And that ego makes me want to vomit.
Shame on you!!!
You allow it so they never grow up
You take care of them and every thing that real adults have to deal with – so they are safe
So they don’t grow up
But they get older never doing things for themselves
You enable them to be little bitches who don’t know the value of things cause they never really had to work hard for anything in life
Your help is not helping them
They are not better people because of you
All you’re doing is making them into assholes
And you suck as parents
Just as much as they suck as people
Yeah! Pass that shit down!
Just what we need in the world! More selfish entitled jerks.
Fuck you
skin loves fever 
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