i grabbed the moon
and the stars
started to scream
i almost broke the sky
Why moon why?
Everything I saw
was beautiful
It made me cry
The night I touched the moon
Tag: kyokocole
4 years ago
Looking at old pictures
From when
I didn’t know you
I was happy
I was loved and I loved
I didn’t have to ask
I didn’t have to fear
There was no struggle
There was no drama
There was no doubt.
I liked myself
And i was liked by the people around me
I didn’t feel all this bad shit
That came around
When you did.
You make people crazy
And then slip away into the night
You start the fight
And then dip out
Like a snake in the grass
You’re an ass
And that’s the last thing
I have to write about this matter
Cause you don’t really matter
Much
To
Anyone
Especially not much to me.
I just greatly dislike you
And never want to see you again
4:14 am Sunday morning
It’s raining and I’m sitting in my car outside my house.
I am alone
And I feel nothing but cold
When you die
You die alone
And I will not go to your funeral
No one will
I will not visit your grave
I will not cry
For I have no tears
Left
For what
I have already begun to forget
I have no fears
I have already lost everything before
You can’t take away anymore
Only years
Which I will forget as well
I will disappear
Like I never was here
And you will be left with
only a shadow
The memories
A reminder
Of my face
You can never replace
You can never erase
But never have back the same again
For I am not the same
I feel nothing but cold
robert smith is an anomaly
i used to be in love
and i believed
love
could change
the world
or at least
i could change the world
because i was in love
it’s all bullshit
and people are no good
even when they are
the hope begins to fade
just like everything else
and the truth seeps in
slowly
making you
comfortably numb
and then crushes you
you become just like everybody else.
i used to feel
until it killed me
now i just know better
before i let any feelings get too settled in
before anything gets too comfortable
i cut it off
there’s no open door policy
there’s no crashing on my couch
there’s no welcome mat for visitors
or company
i don’t even open the door
when there’s a knock.
it will only lead to ruin
and i’ve been there and done that
and never want to do it again
robert smith
i wish i could be just like you.
Robert Smith. You move me with your songwriting and beautiful poetry.
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone, alone, alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved and drowned her deep inside of me
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You just like heaven
-Robert Smith
Boy meets girl from outer space
You….
Make my heart go boom boom boom!!!
Vegas blues
I do not miss
All the shit
He put me through
I don’t miss his attack
Or his lack
of self awareness
Or all the unfairness
I don’t miss all his bad
Which drove me mad
And made me sad
But I do miss
His kiss
And I miss the few moments
He made me feel
Unconditionally loved
And on my way out of state
He was the best travel companion
I’ve ever had
How can one man be so stupid
And so blind
Viva Las Vegas!
Ha.
Yeah
Mama needs a new pair of shoes
And a new knife
What a fucking life
Goodbye
Kiss me like the ocean breeze
There’s nothing in my dreams
Just some ugly memories
A happy poem for you
You are my love
You piss in my garden
And laugh about it
After it’s been done
You will always be the one
For me
You make me haaapppppyyyyyy.
On nights like this
I like to kiss
The sweetness of your smile
Oh please won’t you stay
With my awhile.
You can piss on my strawberries all you want 😉
Love notes & doodles I drew on a wall
I used to make things for the people I loved
Now I rarely do
Nothing inspires me to
These days
I drew silly pictures and
Wrote loving things
On his wall
All the things that were true
Because I wanted to
Only to find it
Painted over
Covered up
Scratched out
Like he did with me
Like he hated to see
Something
I did out of love
Like he hated me
I could never scratch out his name
His notes (he never wrote me)
His time (he rarely gave me)
The gifts (he didn’t make me)
He is not human
Nothing sticks to him
He can take my love
Throw it away
And then begin
Again somewhere else
How can that make me feel good?
To know I was all in
When he was never even close
He’s always been a lifetime away
So far away
Truth
I am letting you go
I am no longer holding on to what is no longer there
I’m not waiting for your care
Or your love
I’m not waiting for a sign
Or a phone call
Or a reply
That will never come
I’m not fooling myself by seeing your little effort give as a loaf of bread
When in reality
All you gave were crumbs
And that is why I would keep trying
Over crumbs I foolishly thought was love
But it wasn’t love
And you never really cared
And you don’t really care now
Cause if you did
I would feel it
I’ve been the one to reach out
To show interest
To take time
And now I’m done.
I’m not angry
I’m not even that sad
I’m just aware that
Holding on to you
Is a waste of time
If you didn’t appreciate me then
You never will
I can’t make you see
What you don’t
Or don’t want to see
I can’t make you feel what you do not feel
I accept you are the way you are
And it’s not what I want
And what I was holding onto is just an illusion I created in my head
And I won’t hold on to shadow
I no longer hold on to you
goodbye
Forever
I let you go
And I am okay
skin loves fever 
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