Category: creative writing

To give a person space. 
You think you know me
So well
But you really don’t

I want to walk into the ocean
Until it covers me
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
Someone like me
I want to disappear from here
Vanish into thin air
No one would care
If i’m not there
Some days
like today
I can’t get out of the deep
Want to go to sleep
Forever
Some days
I just want out

Cause you don’t want to hear anything I have to say
You don’t want to care about anything that I feel
And that isn’t love
That doesn’t build trust.
I’m sorry you think the worst of me
Cause I’m so much more than that
You are great
But you seem to only be great when i’m great
And i’m not feeling great
When what i feel means nothing to you

Please just stop. 
You’re too much sometimes…
Goodnight

I’m left without a reason
To love
To trust
You

You do nothing to maintain it
And the way you leave me
Is not any way to leave someone you love
But it’s my own choice now
To believe in something i do not see
Or to see what the truth that is in front of me
Which is the lack of you
And i deserve more
Than somebody who is not fully there
People leave you cause you leave them first.  Emotionally and physically vacant
Is worse Than being dead
You’re don’t need love of sweetness cause all you do is take it for granted and trash whoever you got it from
Like nothing
It means nothing to you
Until you mean nothing ever again to them.

Just do what you do at the strip club
Cause I wouldn’t consider you
I wouldn’t date you
When you do what you do
Don’t fill my ears with bullshit
Don’t act like you’re better than how you are
Yuck
I can’t be nice to you
When you disrespect me the way you do

And appreciate you
All of you

Thank you for this life and everything I’ve known and loved and experienced..

Like this before
But I never wanted to feel like this
From you

I guess we never were

Here I am back home again
I’m here to rest
All they ask is where I’ve been
Knowing I’ve been West

I’m the family’s unowned boy
Golden curls of envied hair
Pretty girls with faces fair
See the shine in the Black Sheep Boy

If you love me, let me live in peace
Please understand
That the black sheep can wear the golden fleece
And hold a winning hand

I’m the family’s unowned boy
Golden curls of envied hair
Pretty girls with faces fair
See the shine in the Black Sheep Boy

I’m the family’s unowned boy
Golden curls of envied hair
Pretty girls with faces fair
See the shine in the Black Sheep Boy

-tim hardin

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