Amateurs (don’t take things or this so seriously)

thirteen ways to kill your lover a hundred and one ways to die

there’s no other way

there's no other way and no other day to say goodbye all the things i would, would not and could never say but now i need to go away i really did try day after day just to get by some things are for letting go some things we must learn to let die

the last thing i’ll ever write about you

kyoko cole art

via burning of the midnight lamp- the owl of minerva: the last thing i’ll ever write about you.   in passing through the night through the dark it only takes a moment for you to pull me in--- this isn't something i asked for or maybe i did (long ago) but i didn't ask for … Continue reading the last thing i’ll ever write about you

out on the weak-end

i wake up this morning and feel it more than ever nothing new just much stronger now and it runs much deeper i know there's nothing for me here and all the reasons why have become very clear the end is near -kc "gun-shy" by grizzly bear http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIyGBQW_9Pc   The sky keeps staring at me Frozen … Continue reading out on the weak-end

pale shelter

inside your song i can hear you speak to me and you say all of the things you could you would never say to me otherwise without something to hide your truth behind without some way to mask what you really feel the only truth i get from you is presented as a lie hidden … Continue reading pale shelter

Adams for peace

"If you're frightened of dyin and you're holding on...Youll see devils tearing your life away.But...if youve made your peace,Then the devila are really angelsFreeing you from the earth.....from the earth....from the earth" Tonight's show was beautiful But it made me realize This whole thing isn't for me. I don't belong here  

put it down –

stop the cycle spin out of control - i can end this right now by ending any future pass down of shit that my crazy breeds everyone in my family just keeps it going like they have to pass on something fucked just to make them feel less fucked but i see that maybe there … Continue reading put it down –

it’s what you do

    i'm a whore   i'm a bitch   i'm a taker   i'm a faker-   i'm a liar   i'm addicted   i'm a loser   i'm a user.   i'm a pig   i'm a waste i'm a fool i'm a tool.   i'm a monster i'm a cunt i'm a … Continue reading it’s what you do