Nothing
Even though the unhealthy partv if me wants to try
I see no reason to.
Tag: doubt
Someday never comes
Busted pieces
Faulty parts
Dead eyes
Cold hearts
There’s no use in trying
To save what’s sunk
There’s no use in holding
On to what’s junk
The city of stars
Is under a starless sky
The city of sunshine
Is where light comes to die
It’s a fraud
It’s a fake
It’s the kind of city that will make
And break
You into the worst
But first
It will take
You
And
It will blind you
With the illusion
And then fill you up with confusion
Until you
are no longer you anymore
Love means nothing Here
It’s just a word people throw around and use
and abuse.
There’s no use in trying
There is no use in trying
-Kyoko Cole 2017
Fly by Night
You’re acting shady
Always got something better to do
And better ain’t that at all
If you fall
I won’t answer your call
Next time around
Cause you’re even more
Of what you were trying to get away from
You’re known for being that guy
Why?
Something’s up
You’re in the shade
And I’m starting to feel a bit played
Whatever it is
You always get caught up
In the Bullshit
In the next thing
Your next fling
And everything else falls down
You pick and choose what kind of person is you
And what you do
Do it without me then
Stop pulling at my heart strings
I don’t know
If you know anything
More than what you think
You know
When you think
You know
But that changes
Like you change
As quickly
As you change
I rearrange
The feelings in my heart
And the thoughts in my head
About you
Can’t stick it down with glue
Cause I know tomorrow
It’s gonna be something new
And the minute I think
That everything’s in sync
I get knocked down out of the blue
Like I never knew you too
Like everything I Thought
Was in
You suddenly undo
And to stop me from breaking in two
I have to separate
And sedate
The state
Of me
I’m in
-kyoko cole
2017
Sometimes
I will not
have you
Act like you did nothing
But be clear
About something
That was never clear
I will not
Have you
Matter to me
More than I matter to you
I will look at this
And see it for what it is
And look at you and see you for how you are
And i will remember this
And not ever be confused in thinking that your actions before were what they OBVIOUSLY are not now
Maybe someday you might see things from my side
But I don’t need to be close
To something that is so far away
To someone who closes me off
I don’t need to be anything or anyone
That means nothing
To you
don’t think twice it’s all right
i want things
now
that maybe is too much
too soon
too different than what you want
maybe not what you want at all
and tonight
i can feel it
let go
i’m not super sad
i’m not super happy
disappointment comes in like the morning sun
harsh and bright
but a dose of reality is something i need
to keep me from getting too lost
in something that doesn’t welcome it
or want to get lost in me
i’m content
in letting it let go
and i have to be okay
with what is
and what is not
what comes and
and what leaves
it’s never really goodbye
but it is
a step back
and step away
a step out
and a step in the right direction
towards something that needs me just as much as i need it
whatever it is
i never doubted you
just so you know
but maybe i doubted
things within myself
much greater than just being great all the time
but i never doubted you at all
or what i felt about you
we just want different things
and that’s okay
i will find my way
we accept the love with think we deserve