High-Functioning Anxiety and Depression – Bridges to Recovery
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Yupp. 😔
High-Functioning Anxiety and Depression – Bridges to Recovery
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Yupp. 😔
Don’t leave me now.
You know
That this
Is it.
I know that whatever comes after this
will be alright

I csnt make someone be able to see
What I see
Just like others point out in me
What they see
And tell me what they want me to be
But I’m me
And me had a good heart
And me will deal with a lot
Until my heart had been ripped apart
One too many times
I get sick
Of the inconsistent love
Between each time you split
And I stuck around
So many times you left me
And kicked me while I was down
You didn’t even want me around
But you did this one too many times
You’ve show no care to be more aware
I’m not your punching bag
Hag
But the way you treat me
Sometimes is stuck a drag
And I don’t have love for someone who won’t show love for me
I don’t expect you to be
Any better
Any more
There’s the door
You’ve been asking for
You want out
Then you got it
I don’t want to try with this one sided shit
While you sit
And put all blame on me
I can’t love someone who doesn’t see
What they do
But they expect you to
I’ll save myself
For the kind of people
Who treat me right
Without a fight
I loved you for a long time
And I have more patience than most people do
It takes a lot for me to give up
But all you do
Are the things that make me lose love for you
so if that’s what you want
Then that’s what you get
But remember this :
I used to miss your lovely kiss
But you made that feeling go away
Just like me
You shouldn’t treat people you love like shit
Cause eventually they’ll get sick of it
And you
Goodnight





I don’t care what you do
Without me
It’s always been the same
And I’m not gonna be a part of your game
But on a happier note
I lost my love for you
And that’s what you wanted
And that’s what you’ve got
I think it’s pretty stupid that you think you see everything
But you only see what you want
Hate me
I wouldn’t date you again
Even if someone paid me to
Cause you made me out to be
Someone in not
You’re the liar
The loser
Accuser
Abuser
And I’m done. I’m free
I don’t care what you do cause I don’t care about you anymore
Since you never cared about me
Yay
i don’t have respect for people
who put through
shit
they wouldn’t be able to sit
through themselves.
i don’t have respect
and I no longer will obey
anything they have to say
cause i’ve listen before
and it’s coke talk
joke talk
talk talk talk talk
blah blah blah blah
drunk gossip
drama addicted
high school
think you’re cool
child’s play
shit show parade
down the garbage shoot
to hell
oh fucking well
you guys earned it
hope you like the taste
of what you put others through
oh… no? you don’t like it at all -????
of course not…
not when it’s YOU
but you have no problems
doing what you do
to everyone else
would you do this to your daughter?
tell her to suck it up?
no. you wouldn’t
fuck you!!!!
( – i hope you learn your lesson but i doubt that you will)
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I must get over this
Drastic changes are needed
Cause it’s not working your way
it’s not working for me at all
Your call
But staying this way
Is only going to make me leave
And not say anything
Cause I can’t say anything without
An excuse
Or a disregard
Or deaf ears
And it’s really sad
That you didn’t learn the first time
But this is killing my spirit
And my soul
And I’m better than this
So I’m gonna get myself back
Far away from you
You never appreciate what you gave until it’s gone.
I’m hurting
And this needs to stop
Now
But for this to stop
I need to stop
And I’ll stop for good
Cause you don’t make me feel special or good at all anymore
You have a heart of stone
Closed ears
Closed eyes
Closed heart
What a perfect start
To a new year
This isn’t my fault
I didn’t start this mess
But I’m the one who feels the stress
And disrespect
From you
If I only knew
But I did
I just didn’t listen to myself
When I should have
But
I listened to you
When I knew
This would happen again
And I’m not happy
You made me happy before
And now you just do everything that works against me
And I’m feeling pretty low
I can’t embrace
Your face
When it’s two
Instead of one
So there’s a reason I act the way I do
If you only knew
How it feels
You wouldn’t do half the things you do
But you do because you don’t
To make someone happy
You listen
You love
You care
To do things for someone
Or you don’t
And things fall apart
I’m falling apart
And I don’t like it
But I can’t get through to you
And I never will

I haven’t slept in two days
cause you put me through hell
your lack of care
your lack of tact
your lack of you
and the fact that I’m here upset
while you snore your way into a deep deep sleep
while I’m getting more upset
and less and less sleep cause my mind won’t stop
PISSES ME OFF
breathe, kyoko
this shit don’t matter
deep down inside
I know that
anyone who can feel so little
will have so little
and he’ll most likely be happier than the rest of us
who feel the weight of. the world
and love
and have a heart
that which does not care about me
I do not have time to care about anymore
it’s the habit of caring that’s my problem
look
I’m up at 5 am
while he’s probably snoring his way into/out of a stupor
why would I want someone who doesn’t see me clearly
who WANTS to misunderstand
and mistreat me?
I don’t
I really fucking don’t
he bad outweighs the good
in this case
and in a few others
and I’m learning that
anyone who makes me feel anything less than good
is not anyone I want to invest my time into.
I used to love him
but he only loved me with conditions
I’m fading out
I need sleep
a long sleep
where you won’t be there to haunt me tonight
or every again.
listen to the man. who has a plan. from the very first day. until the very last. to destroy
Listen to the man
Who has a plan
From the very first day
Until the very last
To destroy
me
And anything that may be love
Walking away from you
Was the hardest thing
For me to do
When the fears
Are with me
Either way I go
It’s hard to know
What to do
When I’m right there
And Right here looking at you
when I’m in it
I can’t see
Through
The thickness
Of your fog
You like to play around
With my heart
For fun
But
I only play for keeps
Still that bad feeling
Creeps
In
I just can’t win
You know how to begin
So you can Just make it
And I can’t pretend
That it’s never you
And always me
Cause it’s not
Instead of picking me up
You’re dragging me down
until I’m not around
Until I’m not around
I’m not around
Nowhere to be found
Cause I’m not around
Anymore
-kyoko cole

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