Not your ex

Treat me like I am
But I’m not.
Treat me like I am
I don’t care.
And I won’t
So
I.dont
And you
Can
Do whatever you like
Say whatever you will.
Fill whatever you fill
Love somebody else
And I will do the same.
You don’t want to play this game
But you do
With
Everyone else
And I
Don’t care
As long as you are happy
I’m happy you are happy

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i love you

i love you

all of you

that i have ever known

ever met

and ever crossed paths with in some way shape or form

the good the bad and the everything

life is too short

sometimes too long

then too short

to forget

to let

pass us by

and a phone call at 3 am

to let me know  i was on your mind

makes me happy

makes me think

that this is all worth it

makes me think

that everyone is worth it

just because we are.

every single one of you

take away the fucked upness

take away the emotion and all the things that interfere  at the time

and remember we are all

just people

trying to get by and live

a life

i love every single one of yous 😉

and i’m happy to have this life

thank you and good night

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batman and me lol

In Venus,
In Venus, we are fighting,
With guns, and knives,
And clubs, and swords.
In Venus,
In Venus we are cryin’,
In Venus,
Batman and me.
We’re in Venus, in Venus,
Batman and me.

But I’m in so deep,
I’m such a fool for Batman,
Batman’s got me wrapped around a finger.
Do I have to answer the phone?
Do I have to, do I have to answer the phone?
Oh, I thought the world of james bond.
I thought nothing could go wrong.
But he was the devil’s child, but he was a fraud.

In Venus, in Venus,
Batman and me.
We’re’s in Venus, in Venus,
Batman and me.

Ah ha

Sometimes I’m am so fucking grateful
For everything I’ve had and known
And have and know
And so on and so forth
That it makes  my heart explode.
😉
Thank you, life
And thanks world,
For letting me know goodness
And showing me love
😉

God..

I thought it would be fine
I thought i would be fine
But Saw you to tonight
And i…
Was anything but that
Fuck..
I froze
My knees got weak
My heart skipped a few beats
And I felt something
sick to my stomach
In a good way
If you can imagine that
Ugh
I’ll keep it to myself
But I’m a goner
For now

;)

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i wonder why

you think i’m annoying or being dramatic

when i’m just reacting to something that YOU don’t understand

and i think it’s pretty funny (not haha) and lame

that you don’t see how you create a situation that just makes it worse

plus you’re not really there for me like someone who cares for me would be

and that’s enough to say

that’s not what i want

it’s not just me

it’s also you

who can make or break

a situation

why would i care about someone who does not show care for me?

i wouldn’t and i don’t – i just needed to express myself

and remember that people who are really cool and awesome and supportive and care

are the people i want around

at least i see

what works

and what doesn’t and i’m sure

you’ve been that way with others and that’s why it hasn’t worked for you

to me that’s more crazy than how girls are “crazy”

and it’s stupid

and i don’t want stupid people to do stupid things just because they can

on a better note

if this didn’t happen then the other day

then i wouldn’t have felt the way i felt and gone out when i went out

and then i wouldn’t have had that awesome thing happen

which did

and is like so much more awesome

than the situation with you

which would have been a waste of my time in the end – if this is what it’s like from the start

i cannot wait for tomorrow 😉

goodnight

I guess it didn’t matter too much

You didn’t reply
And I’m too tired
To sit here and cry
About it
But inside
I fits guess I do
It’s been a hard week
And a harder week alone

Color you yellow

You’re as bright
As yellow
When you smile
Oh how you smile
Makes me want
to understand
Makes me want
To hold your hand
Makes me want
To shout it out
And you make me want
What you’re all about
Baby
Close your eyes
Tell me what you see
When you close your eyes
Do you see me?
Oh
You’re bright
Baby
Bright as yellow
Bright is the light
Is the light in you

Close(r)

After last night’s storm
A tiny white feather
Floats in a puddle
Days end
Broken shadows
Splatter the lawn
Twilight
A full moon
Between fractured branches
Is me
Is you
What is the glue?
That holds us together?
still miles
And lifetimes apart
Still closer
And yet further
Away from the heart

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He was a friend of mine

My friend died last Friday
I didn’t get to say goodbye
No one did
He wrote me a few weeks ago
Sent me a picture of this bracelet I made him back when we worked together
He still wore it
And now he’s gone
Just like that
He was there for me when I really needed support and a friend
And he made me laugh and smile
He showed me some compassion and understanding when I needed some because I needed some and because that’s just the kind of person he was.
He showed me that good, kind, loving people still exist in the world
He gave that goodness and kindness and love to so many without ever asking or expecting anything in return
I wish I got to see him
And hang out with him
One last time
I would let him know how much he matters and how appreciative I am and how happy I am to have him as a friend.
I am greatly saddened by his loss
He will truly be missed

R.i.p. Darin
Thank you 💚

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