sex positivity is a good thing but not with everyone women used to get shamed for just trying something different with her own husband- while he could go and find many mistresses or concubines- and it was perfectly fine. think of your own daughter- how would you feel if a boy treated her the way you treat women? I guess your excuses would be fine… right? NO.
I want to write more… but I am healing. and I don’t need any other person’s outside validation to tell me who I am or how great I am or how worthy I am. they don’t even know how worth they are. and they don’t live in a way that I feel would bring any good to my life. I would just join the dark side. hedonistic- only self-serving, selfish
no wonder this world is the way it is- well not all of the world-
you can follow the masses and not think for yourself or you can see how the thinking has been controlled by a small group of people that control everything we see, think, and do – and have been for so long that we don’t even realize how little we think for ourselves. we are programmed.
my body, my spirit, my soul, my heart, my brain, my organs. my nervous system as well as all the other systems, my light, my love, etc… as well as all the other things you can’t with your eyes and can’t touch with your hands- but most pe0ple know is there… is important to keep sacred and take care of.
when you know yourself beyond this world and this life… and step away from the manipulation that c0mes from the people in power who and in control- who want to keep us down – because if we knew our own power – if we knew what we were capable of – we would evolve and we wouldn’t continue to live within the confines that others have built for us that limit us- that we think we need – in order to survive.
protect yourself. know thyself. don’t let anyone treat you like you’re just a body, a slave, just one of the many, expendable. disposable. used.
how would you feel if your daughter was treated that way?
I am worthy of love and commitment. I’m sorry you fell in love with someone who did not value you in that way… but you doing that to others instead of taking the time to heal- is not okay.
people will hurt you but do you want to continue that just because your life didn’t turn out the way you thought it would.
that doesn’t mean you can’t trust others and/or you have to make them feel like they can’t trust you.
grow from it. heal from it. but that takes time. sometimes years. but you haven’t even given it a few months. and all you do is pass that on and take it out on someone else and close your eyes and turn your back to the hurt you cause. .. because you are hurt and don’t want to deal with you first.
I will not spend anymore time giving my energy to someone who chooses to behave in a way that is only self-serving. if someone is mean to you- when they weren’t before- maybe the problem is you. especially when you know that everyone I wrote above it true.
I’m not perfect- but I want to be with someone who is okay with that and is okay with connecting on a level that you will never know –
I say goodbye
and I walk away.
you have shown me that you do not understand the damage you cause-
you do not care to because it hurts like hell
and you’ve been hurt
but that does not mean it’s okay to do it to someone else
you’re not dumb…stop playing dumb.
because it’s not about me
it’s about not losing yourself…
which happens when we avoid what is really causing our pain and we don’t give ourselves the time alone to process and heal.
I had a letter…
but it’s too late now.
I didn’t give away to others- what I gave to you
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In a world filled with societal norms and expectations, the path we walk is often filled with unique challenges and complex emotions. This is especially true for women like me, at the age of almost 42 (I’ll be 42 this December), who haven’t followed the conventional trajectory of marriage, family, and a steady 9-5 job. My life’s journey has been marked by solitude, scars from a traumatic past, and a constant struggle for self-discovery and healing.
Breaking Away from Conventional Expectations
As a 42-year-old female who has never been married, is not in a relationship, and has no children, I’ve had to grapple with societal pressures and norms that dictate what a woman’s life should look like by this age. It’s easy to feel like an outlier in a world that often celebrates traditional milestones. This societal pressure to conform can lead to profound feelings of loneliness and inadequacy.
A Past Marred by Abuse and Neglect
My past is marked by experiences that no one should ever have to endure. I’ve been a survivor of sexual, verbal, and mental abuse from a young age, both in my childhood and as an adult. These experiences have left deep scars that have taken years to confront and attempt to heal. Growing up in an environment where I was neglected and mistreated only added to the challenges of forming healthy relationships and self-worth.
The Impact of a Lack of Supportive Family
One of the greatest challenges I face daily is the absence of a supportive and loving family. Family is often seen as a source of comfort, encouragement, and a safety net in times of crisis. Sadly, not everyone is fortunate enough to have this kind of support. For many of us who have been through trauma, the absence of a loving family can intensify feelings of loneliness and isolation.
The Struggles of a Non-Conventional Lifestyle
As an artist and bartender, I’ve chosen a career that doesn’t fit the mold of a traditional 9-5 job. This choice reflects my desire for independence and the freedom to pursue my passions. However, it also brings its own set of challenges, such as financial instability and an unconventional schedule that can make it difficult to build and maintain relationships.
Finding Strength in Our Uniqueness
While my journey has been filled with loneliness and hardship, I’ve also discovered resilience and strength within myself. It’s essential to remember that our unique experiences, although challenging, have shaped us into who we are today. Every scar and struggle is a testament to our courage and determination to overcome adversity.
Reaching Out to Others
The most significant lesson I’ve learned is that I’m not alone in this journey. Many women (men too) share similar experiences of trauma, loneliness, and unconventional paths. By sharing our stories, we create a sense of community and support. We can lean on each other, offering a helping hand and a listening ear to those who’ve walked similar roads.
Seeking Healing and Self-Discovery
As a 42-year-old woman, I continue to explore the path of healing and self-discovery. It’s an ongoing process, and there’s no set timeline for overcoming the past or finding love and connection. But the journey itself is a testament to our strength and resilience.
In conclusion, life at 42 as a female without a traditional family or career path can be a challenging, lonely, and sometimes painful journey. But it’s also a journey of self-discovery, healing, and strength. By sharing our stories and supporting one another, we can find solace in the knowledge that we are not alone in our struggles. Our unique experiences, though difficult, make us who we are, and they can be a source of strength and empowerment.
Embracing the Uncharted Path Ahead
As I stand at the crossroads of my life, I know that there are more chapters to be written. The past may have left me with scars, and the present may sometimes be marked by loneliness, but I am resolute in my determination to carve a brighter future. My journey of healing, self-discovery, and self-acceptance continues.
The story of a 42-year-old woman who’s defied conventional norms, who’s survived and thrived in the face of adversity, and who’s chosen the path less traveled is far from over. There’s an entire world out there to explore, relationships to build, and a deeper understanding of self to achieve.
So, to all the women and kindred spirits who’ve walked a similar path, let’s continue to support each other. Let’s write the next chapters of our lives with courage, resilience, and the knowledge that our unique journeys make us stronger.
The adventure is far from complete, and the best is yet to come. Stay tuned for the next installment of this journey, where we’ll explore the art of healing, the power of self-discovery, and the beauty of embracing the unconventional.
In the meantime, I invite you to reflect on your own unique path and experiences, and to find strength in the knowledge that you are never alone in your journey. Together, we’ll make each chapter of our lives a story worth telling.
Please comment below if you can relate or if you have a story of your own that you want to share.
Thank you for reading and thanks to all my followers who support my blog. You don’t know how much that means to me.
What you can’t seem to understand and never have understood – is that since the first day i met you i always wanted you i loved you from the moment i saw you
We were just friends for a long time and were close but had a falling out and i didn’t hear from you for 5 years just like that and it hurt like hell. you had a girlfriend and so i (even though it broke my heart)… moved on
then one day out of the blue you came back and i didn’t treat you like a stranger i wasn’t angry or resentful
but now you’re out of my life again ignoring me like i mean nothing like i meant nothing and this is after we actually were in love
i’m still in love but i can’t do anything about what you do i’m not going to force you to talk to me it’s obvious you have found someone new who you call your wife. i am not your friend because you don’t treat me like a friend you haven’t been there you haven’t even cared to see if I’m okay
so i let you go and from now on i will stay away but forever this time.
we had something amazing and you listened to a stupid bitch who you and i barely knew and now i don’t even know you anymore
But it’s okay i can’t feel bad or sad that you don’t even care about me the way i care about you well… cared… before now i can’t feel bad about this anymore
i’ve tried i’ve cried i’ve reached out with no reply and now i see that you don’t give a damn about me AT ALL
and that’s okay you want it this way so you got it i release you from my heart and mind forever.
I sit here and look at a room filled with stuff memories collecting dust 2 pianos covered with this and that and on the couch asleep is my siamese cat I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say when fear sets in and gets in the way frightened child inside the 40 year old me why must I always have to be number 1 the best the first the only given 100% have all or want nothing I don’t know…
I sit here and wait for my feelings to go down a bit level out but I know if I do then I’ll do without so I sit in silence Let myself feel
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