I’m gonna take
It
I’m gonna make
It
I’m gonna snake
It
I’m gonna break
It
Before you even get the chance
To fake your way into
My beating heart
And rip it apart
Like so many of you
Do
Don’t even have a clue
To what just happened to you
Better you than me
This time
I really don’t give a fuck
You got a lot of anger
That don’t mean shit
You can hit
The pipe
The bottle
The wall
My face
But one of these days
Mark my words
You gonna fall
Bitch
Man bitch
Little tough man
You ain’t that strong
Inside
You got nothing but shell
You going straight to hell
Where you belong
You tried to blame
All your shit
On me
You think you are so aware
But you can’t see
Your ugly self
Your multiple sides
Multiple personalities
Multiple demons
Living inside you
Taking over
Delusional
Institutional
51/50 yourself
To the looney bin
You fuck
You phoney
You create these ideas
On a fucked-up drug-induced mind
You ain’t kind
You don’t even know
How much the booze and drugs have fucked with you
You don’t even know
How much you fucked with me first
But like every drug addict they like to put the blame on everyone else
And will fight to be right
When all you are is wrong
Same old bullshit dance around song
You make up things so you have an excuse
To take your old bullshit out on somebody
And that somebody was me
But now I am free
From a shit person like you.
I CAN’T WAIT FOR JUDGMENT DAY
FOR THE DAY KARMA KICKS YOU IN THE ASS
low class
Shit
Someday you will feel it all and by then no one will give a fuck about you
Just like you didn’t give a fuck about me
I was the only one who would put up with your shit
Ha why the fuck would I ever lower my standards
To be with an ugly little stupid hurtful man like you.
You really need some serious help.
Or maybe just do the world a favor and go away for good.
Your words
Are just that
words
You didn’t learn the meaning behind them
and by using them on someone like me
Who’s been fucked with
You fucked with me some more
I’ll never trust you
And what you say don’t matter
Cause your actions show me
How little your words are backed up
Today was not the day
To do this
I’ve had my lows
But today after last night
Is making me see
How ugly people really are
And how mean they choose to be
You never gave a shit about me
Your
I love yous
I cross out in my head and in my heart
should’ve known better
Never to start
Something with someone like you
You’re not good enough for me
You’re just like every other person
Who chooses to live at a bar
No more drunks
No more fucked up people
No more stupid lies
No more cries
To someone with deaf ears
You can be the same shit you were and the same shit you are
and the same shit you will always be
But you don’t have me
Anymore
Cause
You don’t deserve it
You deserve to be treated like nothing back
So nothing you are.
Have fun at the bar.
Liar
What you see is what you get
Even if you don’t see me
have you ever thought
For just a moment
perhaps that the evil is in you
And you allow it to trick your thoughts
And distort your mind?
You failed
You gave up
the Bitch before me messed you up so bad
I didn’t even have a chance
Just because you had ten years alone
after her
Doesn’t mean anything other than
You had ten years to let that shit fester inside you
You didn’t deal with it
You avoided it
You blamed everything on someone else
Cause you can’t see yourself
your self is a false self
Your ego is keeping you down
What you say
How powerful you think you are
Your need to control
Your lack of compassion or heart
is a mental illness
Years of abuse
Has made you who you are today
And it’s sad
I’m sad cause you never gave a damn about me.
All you did was test me and my love
with the intent to destroy it from the beginning
You have no care about how I feel
You only ever cared about yourself.
You took my love and treated it like trash.
I’m not like you
You can try to tell me I am
But I’m not
you’re dead inside
Avoid
Avoid
A void
Is all you
It’s all you do
Anything that takes some work
makes you take off
sets you off
You have something to prove
The way you move
Shows an anger
That has built
Over time
the way you deal
Is by not dealing at all
one question leads you to war
there’s no way to even the score
With a narcissist like you
you can’t forgive
You can’t give love
You don’t have
You build up a false self
while the real you hides somewhere
collecting dust on a shelf
and it sucks being somebody who loves you
Cause you can’t change
If you think you’re perfect
Everyone is happy
Happier without me.
I’m an illusion
Of what you want to see
At first you love me
Then I’m someone you hate
Don’t build me up
I’ll only let you down
I’m not someone great
Obviously….
I wish I was
I wish I had
I could wish my life away
Only to die
All alone someday
I see pictures of people
I used to know
They only come
To only go
Living lives
I wish I had
But it’s okay
It just makes me sad
Goodnight
Farewell
No more morning
For me
No mourning ever for you
To all the ones
Who I thought loved
But never knew
What a terrible thing
You call love
What a low
You call life
So many times I see
The Nothing behind your eyes
I won’t let myself disappear
From believing all your lies
And I don’t have to be as cold
As you
to keep myself alive
I don’t have to be as bold
As you
To prove I will survive
You can try
You can try
To spin me
in
your web of illusion
Your ties of confusion
You can stay down with your demons
You can stay dark with the night
You can stay hidden within the shadows
But you can’t take away my light
You can try
But you won’t take away my light
I won’t follow you down
Your rabbit hole
Of fables
Your flip switch
Turn of tables
I won’t chase you
I ain’t gonna race you
And I sure as hell won’t embrace you
At the cost
Of me
Getting lost
Just to find you
Running out the door
I won’t take any more
You love to make me wait
You love to use love as bait
To fake your way in
And make me believe you care
But baby
Better beware
it’s a trap
It’s all just a trap
And I ain’t yours no more
Broken window screen
The kind of blinds I hate
But the cool cold 6 am air
Comes in
Makes my skin tingle
Makes my flesh jump
Excites the parts of my body that
Excite my everything
Makes me want to feel
Again
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You fucked up royally this time
There won’t be a next
Abuser
Loser
You are those things by the way you choose to behave
Cause you are aware
But right now
You really don’t care
How to treat others
Cause you’re so consumed with treating yourself
To everyone and everything you please
Remember this
There’s no reason for me to give you
Any good that you will want again
After the way you treated me
The way you treat her behind her back
You lack
Morals
And any sense of how to be good
And someday
It will be time for you to repay
You’ll get yours
even worse
Than you could ever imagine
And I hope it hurts you deeply
Cause it’s the only way
You’ll ever learn…
How it feels
When someone does what you do
Right back at you
Remember today
And you’ll know why
You deserve to hurt and have no one there
Soon you won’t be able to escape yourself and your shit anymore
The loneliness
You can’t escape
It’s there with our without you
It’s there in a crowded room
It’s there on a deserted street
I used to enjoy being alone
Cause I wasn’t lonely
Now I don’t enjoy much of anything
Everything reminds me of something that is no more
Dead flowers of yesterday
Fill my days
And haunt my nights
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I spend a lot of time pondering what it all means.
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Tales From The Life Of A Soul
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