Time it was
And what a time it was, it was
A time of innocence
A time of confidences
Long ago it must be
I have a photograph
Preserve your memories
They’re all that’s left you.
i’ve been stuck
in a rut
for too long
but i let myself
get there
and now i’m letting myself get
the fuck out out out
i wanna shout shoutSHOUT!!!!
damn all you manipulators
damn all you messengers of doubt
all your projection
i need protection
from you
your soul suck
and mind fuck
there’s noluv… in what you do
and i got no time left to waste on you.
Every kiss
That I miss
He does not
Miss at all
He built his wall
Between us
He does not call
He does not care
To have me there
With him
He doesn’t love me
Anymore
He shut the door
On me
If he could only see
Things from inside of my heart
But what’s the point?
He lied
He cheated
He treated me
Like shit
Worse than shit
Like nothing
Everyone else saw it
I held on to the good
That was just a lie
That’s why
I don’t even try
He’s a lost cause
It’s pointless now
To hold on to something
Or someone
Who cared so little
When I cared so much.
If I ever had a connection with anyone
Right now is the time to feel me
I can’t speak the words
I can’t move
I can’t go to you
I need you to feel me
And do something
Or not
Maybe that’s the way it needs to be
But if that’s the case
Then nothing means anything
And everything means nothing
And I’ll go to sleep alone
Just like I’ll die alone
And it all was a waste of time
Releasing Emotional Patterns with Essential Oils (2017 Edition): 2017 Edition
under cover tears
and under cover fears
steers
the ship
without help
from me or you
under a moonless darkness
of questions
My heart weeps
while
your other lover sleeps
She rests without worry
without wonder
Without thought
As she takes
your heart and soul for a walk
in the streets of longing i seek
the things you shall never speak
not to me
ever
and never
when
i needed you to
an enigma is not that great
When it’s an empty full of hate
it has no soul
and has no control
but i’m not the one
who’s got you trapped
down in a hole
and calls it child support
but yet I am the one
who you abort
cause you’re old
cause you’re cold
the last sentence you saw
makes people shiver
the last sentence you saw
is running away
to a better day
a more passionate evening
stole all the goods
i have a trained assassin stay overnight
just in case
i’m caught up in a fight
i didn’t start
but i WILL end
when i send in
my ninja friend
to break
some knees
please
let the HEARTBREAKING lies
roll over us
like the warm summer breeze.
abstraction is often FIVE floorS above you
while
subtraction is a hundred floors below
that is something
you see in others
but in yourself
will never know
He’s got an itch
To turn the switch
In the snap of a finger
He’s a dead ringer
For Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hide
Which side?
Is he gonna be on now?
Watch what you say…
And you better obey !!!
cause it’s only his way or the highway
he refuses
to meet halfway
I can only care so much
And…
i Can’t get too close
cause it’s the ones who are close
That he likes to hurt the most
-kyoko cole 2017
Morning sun slips in
Through the blacks of My eyes
A second away from night
A moment away from sight
And many moons and days away from you
Feels like years now since we were we
I know you’ve moved on to worse things that make you feel better
At least for now
And I just move around in beds and in heads of others
To distract
I might seem okay to everyone else but it’s all just an act
A sad little act that maybe I’ll someday actually be
But the real me
Is a sad sight to see
inside I am empty
lonely
And lost
without you.
And there’s nothing I can do
Cause there’s no reason to
You gave me nothing
A million times left with no reply
Now nothing is all I got left
To give
So I don’t even try
In rooms alone it still makes me cry
I know the reason why
so i don’t even try
-kyoko cole 2018
I Was feeling sad
Rejected
Unwanted
Then someone called my name
Then another person bought me flowers
But it still didn’t feel the same.
I’m grateful for this who cared
In a moment when someone did not
But I guess I just caught
Feelings
In a moment
For someone I should have thought twice about
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Under intelligent impulse
A stupid meeting
Takes place
The Bashful beast
Is Trapped in
A romantic ring
A false fight
Is the bait bubble
The Magic men
Regret the taste
Suspend a crush
In Down temper
The Flash of the Crash error
In a tramp trade
Empathy requires exploration
Peace is the driver of grace
We are stardust
We are golden
We grow
We vibrate
And then
We are reborn
Again
to be ignored
By the person you truly love
Is the worst feeling in the world.
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