Some people are hurting far worse that u can recognize.
I was
But I deal with certain things better than most
Worse than some
And I can’t get
Mad
They are who they are
Because life made them be the way the had to be
And I wish them now love and kindness
Than they ever have known
I do
Goodnight to you
Category: creative writing
I still love you
I wish I could go back
5 years
My heart hurts
Now I feel everything
I tried to cover up
And push down before.
But
I never Got over you
The wedding
It’s been about 2 years
You’re with someone else
And I don’t mind
cause when you’re out of sight
You’re out of mind
I’ve managed to not run into you
Or see you
And her
But now I have to see you this Sunday
At this stupid wedding
Of someone I don’t even know
I feel sick to my stomach
a.d.w.a.y – (something i wrote exactly 4 years ago tonight)
a.d. w. a. y. ?
you would write a thing or two and
toss it a million ways around
the net-
-work
it’s way aross the many screens
i didn’t think twice
when it would
sometimes hit me
sometimes miss me.
but now i find myself missing you
you were lonely then
like me now
searching for something
that only exists with some people
and even some people have exhausted it
but you were sensitive like me
i could feel that between the static
i could feel that between the lies
the lies of life
we see
and run into
and
all i can think about right now
is the empty
and the space
the negative
the silent
on the memory of something
notifiations never-
tag my name now
no notes
no news
not
nothing
new
comes now
from you
you’re nowhere to be seen
please
come
back
my friend
you don’t know how much you mean
…
to me 🙂
poisoned brain
don’t want to try
to do anything different
than what hasn’t worked
a whole life time
but it’s never you
or it always you
but that’s just what you’ve expect for yourself
even though you are more than that
sometimes
but sometimes isn’t enough i guess
when you don’t see it
and when you don’t care
how can anyone else?
Too many assholes
Painted lips
Nails
And face
I wanna get out of this place
I wanna shoot from the moon
Ravage the stars
Find some space
To make love
Real love
I wanna feel the dirt
And feel the earth
And let nothing hurt
Anyone
Anything.
And
Me
I
Am
And
I Am
nothing
Like
The thing you first see
I wanna be
Where I am truly free
Wanna be there with me?
selfish selfish little man
He follows
He creeps
He reaps
What is mine
He takes every inch
Every chance he gets
And makes his opinion
Get all over me
He abuses the right
Of something free
he over steps lines
And stomps ALL over me
He has no regard
No care
No respect
No grace
He needs a good punch
in the face
To shut him up
to shut him out
to dismiss
Anything he has to say
When it comes to what
I feel
or think
or write
he has no insight
AT ALL
NO UNDERSTADING
NO AWARENESS
WHAT-SO-EVER
NOT AT ALL
He’S always got some stupid comment
something stupid to say in return
some dumb remark
He loves to double park
in my creative space
he oversteps and intrudes all over the place
He’s a troll
on a roll
on blast
too fast
everything he says
goes quickly past
my ears
my heart
without any boundaries
he stomps all over
and cramps within
He invades what is mine
so he can begin
selfish selfish
little man
you
do nothing
but do
for only you
-kc 2015
Don’t
Don’t
Wanna
Grow
Up
Ever ever
Never
Blah.
It’s not my time or maybe it’s exactly that
I might have let it get to me
What I feel
What I see
What is what
What is not
I don’t know
What is real
i don’t know
much of what is
other than
what i feel
And what’s really to be
What you
do
and
do not
show
And what all is
left over
Rinsed out
the residue
Really has got a hold of me
For the time being
for now
but
Not forever
The hazy
Dazy
Lazy
crazy
Glue
of me
But nothing
ever sticks to you
All that is
or isn’t
ever true
with you
You can quickly cut
You can easily undo
as i struggle to make my way through
…
it all..
From a reaction
without any
satisfaction
What it is
what isn’t
and what it never was
and what it will never be
as anger grows
and confusion shows
only breeds
more negativity
and nothing more
out of  nothing less
with less and less humility
Tear down everything
Instead of build  up
now lost
as
we lose
No trying
to understand
No one
to hold my hand
lack of care
Lack of love
i ask for a miracle
or something more
from up above
i don’t know the name
it all starts to become the same
as everything before
until there is no more
we all lose ourselves out there somewhere
but where are you …???
and where am i???
20 years have gone by too soon
come back down
to this place
underneath the timeless moon
Nick nacks
All the things
I ever wanted to say
To anyone
I ever felt something for
Should all be published
In a book
You keep
On your coffee table
😉
Summer
Father’s day
First day of summer
What a bummer
I wish u could understand how I feel
But you can’t
You won’t
And you don’t want to even try
So I guess this is goodbye
skin loves fever 
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