light heavy
star gaze
Moon shine
Shadows
Fall behind
creep through
and leave a trace
the way the
moonlight shines upon your face
is quite Devine
how i wish that you were mine
Big things little thingsÂ
i grabbed the moon and the stars screamed
at midnight i walked the lonely road alone
can you feel the beating of my heart?
the mighty impression suspends off the message
outside the sad argument
into the setting sun
down the quickest mistake
the evil belief acquires
above the rare ceremony
the plans
you create
across the magenta sky
blinded by the light
in the resistance
Is heaven
a hand held by another
sets my spirit free
hydrogen carbon and rust
truths scratched from the dirt
Rusted trucks
die with years
in dried grasses below
with vultures above
They hover
They watch
The live
in waiting
hungry like the old
hungry like the forgotten
waiting in line
for the dead
to come
waiting
like we wait
To die
take your dirty hands off my mirror
sun shines
summer comes
again
it’s been 3 years
and i don’t feel a thing
like i should
like i could
take that!
thought
out of mind
and then
it will
all be fine
some day
they say
after today
Everything will be fine
again
when we return
the sun sets
and day is done
like the bodies
of everyone
like the sun
Well cease to run
And someday will die
but you and i
and the moon
are never alone
And are forever alive
going home
going home
we will know
when we get home
Goodbye songÂ
Loves shadow hangs low
Loves broken me in two
Million pieces
And at moments
I feel like I can’t go on
But it’s alright
I’ll be alright
Even if I’m all wrong
I’ll sing my song
And mourn the loss of you
No closed doors
All were left wide open
And the empty hallways
Left my empty too
And at this moment I feel like I can’t go on
But it’s alright
I’ll be alright
Even if I’m all wrong
I’ll sing this song
For it’s my way to say goodbye to you
-kyoko Cole 2017
A fight I can’t winÂ
I used to try
But now I see
That it ain’t me
That’s the problem
And you can believe
Whatever you make up in your head
But I see
What’s actually reality
And you just don’t.
Everything you do is like toxic glue
It’s easy to stick to you
I thought you loved me too
But now I see that you don’t love me at all
Emotional abuser
Manipulator user
Narcissistic paranoid accuser
A liar
A blamer
A child
A shamer
Just a loser
Who’s gonna lose in the end
Cause you can’t grow
If you think you know
It all
But clearly you know nothing
But a bunch of bullshit
You’ve Brainwashed yourself to believe
Where is your heart?
You have no heart
No love
No care
You’re a little angry man
Unaware
Of what really matters
Unable to ever change
lonely
what good is it
if it isn’t good anymore?
what if i don’t know how to get it back to good
i don’t
depression is a mother-fucker
it’s really lonely here
and i want out
Memories that smell like gasoline
Out of the red
Waist down
skirt around
and flirt the hurt down
Paste it onto
an album
that plays around
An old familiar sound
The Torn down pages
of a beat down life
that can’t be found
Many In the streets
Fake the funk
full of junk
to fill you up
With make believe
as they Make it up
bitterSweet Buttercup
Sell yourself
short
As someome else
Churn it in
And turn it into
Anything else
Anything other than truth
weeping at your face
I can’t replace
What is now long gone
Waves of static
Take the place
And stretches the space
That lies
Between me and you
Fly by Night
You’re acting shady
Always got something better to do
And better ain’t that at all
If you fall
I won’t answer your call
Next time around
Cause you’re even more
Of what you were trying to get away from
You’re known for being that guy
Why?
Something’s up
You’re in the shade
And I’m starting to feel a bit played
Whatever it is
You always get caught up
In the Bullshit
In the next thing
Your next fling
And everything else falls down
You pick and choose what kind of person is you
And what you do
Do it without me then
I’m not sad to see you goÂ
I sat and waited.
I love you for all the things no one else would ever love you for
I know this cause of your history
And you got a long rap sheet
Of shit
That makes it hard not to think twice
But I never did
Until
I had to
Until you were hateful
Until you made me believe
I was something
I never was
That I never could never be…
That something that maybe you were
That you still are
Or maybe it’s your greatest fear
Who knows
I don’t know
I no longer care
To try so hard to understand
And figure out
I used to care
But I can’t anymore
cause I never want to be in the hole
That you’re down in…
And I never want to love somebody so much that I forget to love myself
You made me that way
It’s not blame
I don’t blame you
I allowed it
But it is the truth
Your intentions were never good
You had bad intentions all along
You were all about what you could get out of it
Maybe not monetary things
But much deeper things that are sick and twisted
And that I could never be a part of
You have an evil way about you
No spiritual person
No person in tune or “zen”
Could ever have
You are not above it
You are below it.
And i still have love for you
Cause I hope that someday you will learn to love
But it won’t be with me
And I don’t think it will be in my lifetime
And I no longer care to see it or know it or know you
You have taught me that some people don’t have love in them
Like I do. Naturally
I tried to give it
I tried to show it
But some people no matter how much you try
Don’t care to see
Cannot see
And I can’t care to change what I cannot change
Goodbye to you
For now I’m finally glad to see you go
Amateurs (don’t take things or this so seriously)
thirteen ways to kill your lover
a hundred and one ways to die
Thirteen ways
To kill your loverÂ
A hundred and one ways to dieÂ
It paysÂ
To beÂ
Cemented in your ways
Or does is pay to beÂ
Wild in the streets
Like a wild cardÂ
Jump up jump aroundÂ
New York girls
Are too hip
As they hop
To the topÂ
of the Empire state buildingÂ
Which I don’t care to ever climbÂ
A Hot house
As ColdÂ
As your unbearable heart
Finish what you start, you say
As everything slowly starts to shiftÂ
Deterioration, they said
Right before it was deadÂ
It was everything that ever was
That is not a thing any moreÂ
That couple over thereÂ
Kindly lent their owner
To the dogsÂ
Frequencies areÂ
Less frequently
Felt in the airÂ
The less we care
The more weÂ
Dread
The dead
That’s a coming
Round the bendÂ
So buckle up partnerÂ
It’s coming to the endÂ
The perfect partner
Of An imperfect pairÂ
Doesn’t dareÂ
Taunt
The electronic wizardÂ
OrÂ
The human lizard
But will hauntÂ
The Spirit hunter
And the Catholic priestÂ
Who will soon sit down Â
For the mighty feastÂ
And break some breadÂ
And both get fed Â
The last supperÂ
Is a coming soonÂ
Blasted allegories
Blast past noonÂ
You are Not there
In the making
the making that never wasÂ
Was never there within you
  Take me to the riverÂ
Drown me in the water
Let it cover me upÂ
And Let my body sink lowÂ
The more you say
The less you knowÂ
MisleadingÂ
Misreadings
Draw on you now
Like the raise of an armÂ
And the hand that signals the alarmÂ
To wake upÂ
Wake upÂ
WAKE THE FUCK UP
Before it’s too late Â
wait it already is …
-kyoko cole 2017
skin loves fever 
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